[00:00.75][Z-Ro] How does it feel, when they don't believe anything you say[00:22.14]Always, got to show and prove yourself every single day[00:24.51]Man this ain't living, nothing but drama all through the week[00:27.00]And if they don't respect my words, why they want me to speak[00:29.43]I'm feeling worse, even though[00:30.66]I put my family first[00:31.95]I'm shedding tears cause[00:32.88]I feel as if[00:33.48]I'm headed to the dirt[00:34.59]Ghetto on me, stressed out my mama buried ain't dead[00:36.87]Ain't got no partners cause my partners put a price on my head[00:39.39]Have you ever told a lie to make the drama stop[00:41.58]Watch the world you love turn against you no more family problems[00:44.28]How does it feel to be the black sheep, how does it feel to[00:46.83]Victimized yourself for one time and evermore after the g[00:49.56]And focus on the dresser bad, liquor approaching fast[00:51.81]Sitting around, waiting on death to come, watching time pass[00:54.30]My life, my life, falls under the wicked and shife[00:56.55]I wonder where[00:57.27]I got to sleep tonight, my nigga, how does it feel [Chorus x2][00:59.91]When you can't make the pain stop[01:01.44]Walking in the rain so your tears can blend in with the rain drops[01:04.74]When your kin people done turned they back[01:06.54]Every family that[01:07.23]I know is just like that, my nigga how does it feel [Z-Ro][01:18.93]I could of sworn[01:19.59]I wasn't the only person on this earth[01:21.27]But it seems, that[01:22.05]I've been one deep ever since the day of my birth[01:23.91]I'm sick and tired of being lonely in this crooked land, people think[01:26.70]I'm tripping cause of my facial expressions but they don't understand 24 years old and use to frowning daily, trying to figure out[01:31.74]Who was the friend, who was the foes, you know it's bout to drive me crazy[01:34.20]Mama, tell[01:34.83]Jesus I can't handle the pressure, look at[01:36.57]The way they do me down here, my vision is[01:38.22]Z-Ro on the stretcher[01:39.15]Can't I breed in peace, won't y'all leave me alone[01:41.10]Like Makavelli[01:41.85]I close my eyes and picture home[01:43.29]Bout a Mo[01:43.68]City block, a place that ain't no glocks, and it ain't no sin[01:46.41]No longer watching my back for the retaliation[01:48.54]How does it feel to wish that you was dead,[01:50.43]I can Answer that cause many of nights my pistol's to my head[01:52.92]But I'm so scared, my life, my life, 360 degrees[01:56.04]Of being neglected stressing enemies, my nigga, how does it feel [Chorus x2] [Z-Ro][02:18.12]How does it feel, when these busters try to take your life[02:20.85]Lord knows[02:21.60]I don't want to pull my 45[02:23.19]But see I'ma survive, nigga don't make me use my tool[02:25.68]Get some of that bomb green from[02:26.76]Tom 'fore[02:27.30]I lose my cool[02:28.14]How can I make to it to the top[02:29.49]I'm like a crab in a bucket[02:30.72]It got me hostile,[02:31.62]I see my pistol grab it and bust it[02:33.15]nigga get off me,[02:34.26]I don't love nan one of y'all[02:35.64]I'm coming forward you pen and killing every one of y'all[02:38.16]Call me ceaser, get em while they sleeping,[02:39.93]I'm grim reaping[02:40.68]Bust and never saw me coming left him with his blood seeping[02:43.23]I'm a soldier, recognize the signs of the time[02:45.57]It seems it's kill or be killed up in this stony life of mine[02:48.09]Can you feel it, when it's hard to rub against a real nigga[02:50.52]How does it feel, to see my blood spill my nigga[02:52.86]My life, my life, feel like[02:54.51]I'm running out of time[02:55.56]Till it's over catch me running with my nine, how does it feel [Chorus x4]