Lost - Ivan B.mp3

[00:36.26]Why do I push You away?
[00:37.65]Why do I tell You to leave me alone like
[00:40.15]I never got something to say?
[00:41.84]Why does it feel like I'm lying?
[00:43.13]I'm tired of smiling like I've been okay
[00:45.87]I'm praying, I'm crying
[00:46.77]I look up, I'm thinkin', how do You hear what I'm sayin'?
[00:49.51]I'm tryna be a better person, but it's killing me inside
[00:53.59]I can't seem to understand why I never trust anybody, I
[00:57.87]I feel like You're never there, or maybe I never cared
[01:01.52]Maybe I'm full of pride and when You called I couldn't hear
[01:04.96]
[01:05.81]I need You right now, I do, I need You right now, I do
[01:09.49]I need You right now, I do, I'm so lost without You
[01:13.73]I need You, what can I say? I need You, what I can say?
[01:17.31]I need You, what I can say? I'm so lost without You
[01:21.65]'Cause this world around me is falling
[01:26.13]And it feels like I'm going to break
[01:30.02]It feels like I'm losing myself in this darkness
[01:33.65]Could You show me the way?
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[01:37.74]I hope success doesn't change me like it does usually
[01:39.98]Look in the mirror, like what did You do to me?
[01:42.18]Old feelings that are creeping in
[01:43.88]Got me wondering what is new to me
[01:45.62]Forgive me for my faults
[01:47.81]Mistakes that are made that are hurting
[01:49.55]But You know who I am, and You died on a cross
[01:51.95]You knew I wasn't perfect
[01:53.94]Yeah, my faith in You is certain
[01:55.23]But I'm bitter inside of a wilderness
[01:57.62]Wake up at six in the morning
[01:59.32]I wonder when I'll be tired a little less
[02:01.71]Am I selfish for wanting more?
[02:03.50]Inside of a home that we can't afford?
[02:05.39]My transmission breaking down
[02:06.84]Around three-thousand dollars outside the door?
[02:10.00]See, when you run out of hope, you run into faith
[02:12.19]I hear Your voice when I'm about to break
[02:13.88]I made a lot of bad decisions in my life
[02:16.32]I never seem to get it straight
[02:17.62]Caring less for people that I cared about
[02:19.81]I can feel my heart turning hollow
[02:21.36]Don't you promise me forever
[02:23.25]When you can't even make it until tomorrow
[02:24.84]Trust issues, yeah, I got plenty
[02:28.63]Stories and scars, I got many
[02:29.73]Lust all around me, I'm weak and you know it
[02:32.16]I wonder if I'll ever be ready
[02:33.81]To be the person that I know I can be
[02:35.75]I need you to show me the way
[02:37.75]I'm stubborn, I'm bitter, I'm prideful, I know it
[02:39.79]I need You, what can I say?
[02:41.33]
[02:42.08]I need You right now, I do, I need You right now, I do
[02:46.16]I need You right now, I do, I'm so lost without You
[02:50.09]I need You, what can I say? I need You, what I can say?
[02:54.03]I need You, what I can say? I'm so lost without You
[02:57.92]'Cause this world around me is falling
[03:01.30]And it feels like I'm going to break
[03:06.13]It feels like I'm losing myself in this darkness
[03:09.86]Could You show me the way?