[00:13.440]I'm so glad you made time to see me[00:16.940][00:17.190]How's life, tell me how's your family?[00:20.282][00:20.282]I haven't seen them in a while[00:26.795][00:26.795]You've been good, busier then ever[00:30.403][00:30.403]We small talk, work and the weather[00:33.875][00:33.875]Your guard is up and I know why[00:40.249][00:40.249]Because the last time you saw me[00:43.216][00:43.216]Is still burned in the back of your mind[00:46.608][00:46.608]You gave me roses and I left them there to die[00:52.764][00:52.764]So this is me swallowing my pride[00:56.582][00:56.582]Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night[01:02.494][01:02.494]And I go back to December all the time[01:07.170][01:07.170]It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you[01:10.912][01:10.912]Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine[01:16.308][01:16.308]I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right[01:22.957][01:22.957]I go back to December all the time[01:29.170][01:41.735]These days I haven't been sleeping[01:44.698][01:44.698]Staying up playing back myself leaving[01:48.184][01:48.184]When your birthday passed and I didn't call[01:54.180][01:54.180]And I think about summer, all the beautiful times[01:58.345][01:58.345]I watched you laughing from the passenger side[02:01.477][02:01.477]And realized I'd loved you in the fall[02:08.541][02:08.541]And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind[02:14.542][02:21.220]You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye[02:21.554][02:21.554]So this is me swallowing my pride[02:24.320][02:24.320]Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night[02:30.543][02:30.543]And I go back to December all the time[02:35.079][02:35.079]It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you[02:38.769][02:38.769]Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine[02:44.292][02:44.292]I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind[02:50.816][02:50.816]And I go back to December all the time[02:55.513][03:07.641]I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right[03:14.730][03:14.730]And how you held me in your arms that September night[03:19.756][03:19.756]The first time you ever saw me cry[03:22.924][03:22.924]Maybe this is wishful thinking[03:26.365][03:27.045]Probably mindless dreaming[03:29.554][03:29.554]If we loved again I swear I'd love you right[03:35.205][03:35.205]I'd go back in time and change it but I can't[03:41.041][03:41.396]So if the chain is on your door, I understand[03:48.660][03:48.660]But this is me swallowing my pride[03:52.425][03:52.425]Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night[03:58.265][03:58.265]And I go back to December[04:03.076][04:03.076]It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you[04:06.602][04:06.602]Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine[04:12.013][04:12.013]And I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right[04:18.556][04:19.112]And I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind[04:25.284][04:25.284]And I go back to December all the time