[00:00.000] 作词 : MANIAX[00:01.000] 作曲 : MANIAX[00:25.890]I’ m fading away, leave me alone damn[00:30.360]until I find there is no way to leave[00:33.240]cause there’ s no way to leave.[00:35.730]I’ m feeling okay,don't be strange yeah[00:41.790]cause this way can be nothing to afraid[00:45.720]so let me to wait until the sunrise[00:49.320]还记得那时的天空不见一丝光亮[00:51.570]内心的苍凉前途的迷茫[00:52.950]一点一点腐蚀我的心脏[00:54.360]纸条上的痕迹让我心慌[00:55.830]深夜里的低语不断膨胀[00:57.270]看不见的折磨逃不掉的目光[00:58.710]一次一次向我证明这不是假象[01:00.600]我已经开始慢慢变得远离着人群[01:02.940]昼夜颠倒不见光亮的日子迫使我不断祈求着神明[01:05.850]停不下的泪水止不住的反问[01:07.230]为什么就只让我承受呢[01:08.670]他们那细思极恐的言行常使我深陷其中无法自清[01:12.000]我拼命试图想要从中逃离的样子[01:14.370]像极了牢笼下的罪人[01:15.810]风言几语把我折磨得要死[01:17.220]喋喋不休包裹着我[01:18.330]思绪的纠缠叫我怎么睡[01:20.580]抑制不住反复去想他们到底真的会不会[01:23.430]我害怕懦弱助长那邪恶愈发醒目[01:25.800]希望去拯救渴望被救赎[01:27.180]最后甚至魔怔地化为半封遗嘱[01:29.160]这支离破碎的心情终究无人理解[01:31.500]只剩下只身一人只言片语无奈句句透露着妥协[01:36.390]I’ m fading away, leave me alone damn[01:38.850]until I find there is no way to leave[01:41.760]cause there’ s no way to leave.[01:43.950]I’ m feeling okay,don't be strange yeah[01:50.310]cause this way can be nothing to afraid[01:54.210]so let me to wait until the sunrise[01:57.720]别问我为何对比当初现在改变了太多[02:00.510]别怪我如今面对生活处处展现着冷漠[02:03.360]别感叹曾经的过往终究有多落魄[02:05.790]那我告诉你不是所有的状态用一个丧字就能概括[02:09.090]多少个混沌无序却又缠绕着我的梦魇[02:11.820]迫使我不断尝试去寻找说服自己的关联[02:14.280]但是错了[02:15.120]这世界本就纯粹并且无情地转着[02:17.640]那就别再仰慕虚荣别再附加额外的颜色[02:20.520]当银幕胶卷开始了日复一日的播放[02:22.860]你的一句关心无关痛痒[02:24.690]就算我也曾有过幻想[02:26.220]当爆发的意志别无他求[02:27.900]最终交给了自由[02:28.920]痛苦或希望对我来说只不过是多条分岔的路口[02:31.860]所以现在别再庸人自扰别再抱怨[02:34.290]只因我们永远无法去修正当时选择犯下的过错[02:37.140]那就别再想了[02:38.340]何必就非得在乎那结果[02:39.990]不如去温柔拥抱这世界的冷漠潇洒自在放手一搏[02:44.610]I’ m fading away, leave me alone damn[02:47.340]until I find there is no way to leave[02:50.250]cause there’ s no way to leave.[02:52.710]I’ m feeling okay,don't be strange yeah[02:58.800]cause this way can be nothing to afraid[03:02.730]so let me to wait until the sunrise[03:05.910]当浑浊成了一种常态清白成为了异类[03:08.520]正义被误读历史会重复[03:09.930]年轻的理想主义最终败给现实的路[03:12.630]当一切假面都被摧毁[03:14.250]戳穿那高尚实则腐朽的宽慰[03:15.990]别再去理解这世间的罪[03:17.640]当我拥抱渺小不再抱有对理想国的眷恋[03:20.310]也跟曾经幻想的自己轻声说了一声抱歉[03:23.340]眼前的这片黑暗宝贵却也短暂[03:25.710]因为我终究是会走出这片充满启示与星斗的夜晚