[00:02.870]I’ve been holding out on telling you[00:05.516]About my doubts[00:07.058]I don’t want to be the one to ruin this experiment[00:09.951]I know you’ll just freak out[00:12.640]But two steps into your bedroom[00:14.672]And I already want to leave[00:16.851]I don’t need another silly scheme[00:19.180]I need the end of this ****ing lease[00:29.194]I just want to disappear[00:31.543]Camouflage like your sheets[00:34.105]Pretend I’m not really here[00:36.278]Hide in plain sight so easily[00:39.140]Covered in green and brown[00:41.009]I slip away to the background[00:46.206]Where I’m nowhere to be found[00:56.572]Spending another night[00:59.383]Too afraid to be impolite[01:01.823]Or set some ****ing boundaries[01:04.143]God I’m so sick of being nice[01:06.667]I’m so sick of nice[01:27.587]Why do I linger in the hallway[01:32.839]Listening to you when I should sleep[01:37.505]Guilty of leaning on your doorframe[01:40.876]Nodding and smiling through my teeth[01:47.327]Why do I linger in the hallway[01:52.445]Listening to you when I should sleep[01:57.110]Guilty of leaning on your doorframe[02:00.473]Nodding and smiling through my teeth[02:19.737]I hope you know it’s not you[02:24.266]No, it’s me[02:31.836]I just want to disappear[02:44.089]This time will be different[02:45.654]Why would I ever expect[02:58.008]When I’m the only one who knows[02:59.996]What goes on inside my head[03:03.091]And I can’t see straight[03:06.071]Dreading all the time I’ll waste[03:13.522]Before I finally ****ing say[03:16.761]I just want to disappear[03:20.285]Camouflage like your sheets[03:24.113]Pretend I’m not really here[03:27.493]Hide in plain sight so easily[03:31.354]I can be independent[03:34.802]I slip away to the background