[00:00.00] 作词 : Richard Dawson[00:01.00] 作曲 : Richard Dawson[00:09.11]It could be seconds, it could be minutes,[00:13.62]or on a good day maybe an hour[00:19.46]after I awake all my senses start to ache...[00:27.18]always the same strangling shame[00:33.32]visited down upon my brain each morning:[00:39.99]My soul is sick - a herring-gull in an oilslick.[00:48.33]I don't feel up to it but we're off[00:52.48]to an old pal's wedding in the Lakes.[00:55.97]Following a flask of coffee up blustery Catbells[01:01.44]we arrive late for the bird-of-prey display.[01:06.49]An eagle-owl swoops an inch above the ducking guests.[01:12.78]The feathered cleaver of its wing hews clouds of our breath.[01:19.00]It tears apart the abandoned body of a mouse[01:25.13]and I feel nothing.[01:28.18]Mountains of fingerfood, flutes of fizz,[01:33.40]billowing bunting... My self-loathing is[01:39.38]a purseful of bile whose drawstrings are this cheery smile.[01:45.98]"How've you been getting on?"[01:48.74]Sausage rolls and vol-au-vents[01:52.12]"What've you been up to?"[01:54.67]Tiny cheese scones.[01:57.69]"Where are you living these days?"[02:00.67]Yellow crumbs on silver trays.[02:03.73]Here comes the bride all dressed in white,[02:08.57]wraith-like father at her side,[02:12.63]to the strains of 'All I Have To Do Is Dream'[02:18.45]and a baby's bone-chilling scream.[02:22.56]Waddling down the aisle comes a Golden Retriever[02:28.21]in a waistcoat and dickybow[02:31.75]golden rings dangling from a length of golden string[02:37.47]and a thread of drool swaying to and fro[02:42.92]"I do, I do": Words like tiny fish tossed about in a swell[02:49.77]of fierce confetti and the echoing of pre-recorded bells.[02:55.77]You hook your arm in mine and reel me gently back towards myself...[03:03.90]but I feel nothing.[03:13.06]The best man's speech is pretty much a bleak,[03:18.99]ham-fisted Powerpoint-presentation[03:24.79]on the groom's former life[03:28.53]of depravity and degradation.[03:32.40]The dad-dancing is in full-swing.[03:35.80]I'm at the buffet hoovering up the last of[03:41.34]the corned-beef pie.[03:43.74]I spot you chatting to some guy.[03:47.37]I don't know who you are[03:50.05]Pile of sick on the bar[03:52.83]Polyester tie Jagerbomb[03:56.24]Flashing lights[03:58.26]Laddered tights[04:00.67]A nasty fight[04:02.83]Karaoke:[04:05.12]Is it me who butchers 'My Heart[04:10.51]Will Go On'???[04:13.20]Hey let me out.[04:15.54]Stop the car. I want to get out.[04:19.49]Now wait, just calm down.[04:22.86]Don't tell me to calm down.[04:25.75]Please just calm down.[04:28.18]I don't remember[04:31.33]what we're even arguing about...[04:36.56]but I feel - something.[04:40.82]The fog hanging over[04:44.82]Crummock Water[04:48.33]is swelling with morning[04:51.98]and Curlews calling.[04:55.73]I rub the rheum from my eyes...[05:01.07]There must be a road nearby.