[00:00.000] 作曲 : Kate Winton[00:02.079]23, going on 80[00:04.529]I'm not in the mood to party[00:06.409]Haven't really got many friends[00:10.706]At peace with my own company[00:12.853]Guess you could say that I'm lonely[00:15.000]Still I would rather be[00:16.626]In bed before the night ends[00:20.656]24, the tears still pour[00:22.537]Lay all my thoughts[00:23.883]Out on the floor and[00:24.947]Try to make sense of them[00:29.270]I know that I could just give in[00:31.406]Admit defeat and take something[00:33.566]But I don't wanna be sleepwalking[00:35.992]Through my life again[00:38.089]At 15 I wanted to die[00:40.208]At 16 boys made me cry[00:42.364]At 17 didn't know how to cope[00:44.502]And at 18 I lost all hope[00:46.651]From 19 to 23[00:48.807]I was a worse version of me[00:50.993]Then I got to 24[00:52.871]And realised[00:54.222]That I deserve more[00:55.763]Now 25, halfway to 50[00:57.885]I'm not even halfway[00:58.952]To who I wanna be[00:59.765]But I'm still here[01:00.817]And I'm still trying and[01:02.181]If I'm going down[01:02.980]Then I'm going down fighting[01:13.141]25, look in my eyes[01:15.012]My pupils shrink and grow in size but[01:17.170]Can you see any life in there?[01:21.734]Sadness never goes out of style[01:23.859]I haven't been happy in a while[01:25.995]I will be nicer to myself I swear[01:30.278]At 15 I wanted to die[01:32.694]At 16 boys made me cry[01:34.853]At 17 didn't know how to cope[01:37.001]And at 18 I lost all hope[01:39.160]From 19 to 23[01:41.308]I was a worse version of me[01:43.177]Then I got to 24[01:45.604]And realised[01:46.666]That I deserve more[01:48.030]Now 25, halfway to 50[01:50.174]I'm not even halfway[01:51.258]To who I wanna be[01:52.337]But I'm still here[01:53.417]And I'm still trying and[01:54.485]If I'm going down[01:55.566]Then I'm going down fighting[02:06.204]Here I am, just getting started[02:07.819]Yesterday's dearly departed[02:12.136]Guess it's never too late[02:14.027]To follow your dream[02:17.467]I'm so glad I didn't end it all[02:23.388]At 15 I wanted to die[02:25.526]At 16 boys made me cry[02:27.951]At 17 didn't know how to cope[02:30.112]And at 18 I lost all hope[02:32.448]From 19 to 23 I was[02:35.139]A worse version of me[02:36.480]Then I got to 24[02:38.639]And realised[02:39.988]That I deserve more[02:41.055]Now 25, halfway to 50[02:43.225]I'm not even halfway[02:44.278]To who I wanna be[02:45.362]But I'm still here[02:46.678]And I'm still trying and[02:47.754]If I'm going down[02:48.813]I'm going down fighting[02:58.687]I'm still here[02:59.758]And I'm still trying and[03:00.837]If I'm going down[03:01.929]Then I'm going down fighting