[00:00.00] 作词 : Jeremy Tollas/Evan Foley[00:01.00] 作曲 : Jeremy Tollas/Evan Foley[00:09.85]The story of my life[00:14.61]I speak to you, no filtered characters to hide behind[00:20.57]All the ****ed up thoughts that rush in through my brain[00:23.02]Will I lose the voice that keeps me sane?[00:25.74]And will they see it?[00:30.76]I'm running blind here[00:35.83]And nothing seems clear[00:40.20]I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why[00:44.69]Why the hell am I alive and standing here?[00:50.45]Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain[00:54.86]A burdened road to which the end I'll disappear[01:10.14]I can't help but feel this hopeless, vicious pit inside my gut[01:14.76]And it makes me question the decisions that I've made while growing up[01:20.06]I don't know now[01:22.06](Decisions I have made, have I ****ed up?)[01:25.10]I don't know how[01:27.15](The future unfolds all I crave is hope)[01:35.67]I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why[01:40.31]Why the hell am I alive and standing here?[01:46.02]Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain[01:50.48]A burdened road to which the end I'll disappear[01:56.89]I can see it, it's in my sights[02:01.56]I just gotta reach it, pull it in before I go blind[02:06.80]It looks into me, dead in my eyes[02:11.62]And suddenly I notice I am terrified[02:16.47]I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why[02:20.74]Why the hell am I alive and standing here[02:26.33]I look up to the sky and I find I wonder why[02:30.91]Why the hell am I alive and standing here?[02:36.68]Ashamed I am afraid that this all will be in vain[02:40.89]A burdened road to which the end I'll disappear[02:50.60]I'm afraid I'll disappear