I'm Alive - Pouya.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Christopher Rockwell/Kevin Pouya/Michele Scatamacchia
[00:01.000] 作词 : Christopher Rockwell/Kevin Pouya/Michele Scatamacchia
[00:02.941][Verse 1]
[00:15.498]My life is a rollercoaster of emotions
[00:18.842]Home is with you and without you I feel like I'm homeless, hopeless
[00:23.941]Don’t miss out on my love
[00:24.965]Holdin' grudges never got me nowhere, so I let it all go
[00:28.915]If I can't love myself how the **** do I love someone else?
[00:30.634]But I know I want you
[00:32.562]Never been the one to beat around the bush
[00:34.529]So do you want me too?
[00:36.307]Every day closer to my casket
[00:38.160]Time wasted waitin’, debatin' on you, but savin' my breath
[00:41.807]Communicatin' late nights when I'm up pacin' back and forth (Yeah, yeah)
[00:45.965]Baby, you don't wanna be mine?
[00:47.627]Then why you calling me all the time?
[00:49.496]Playin' with my mind
[00:50.243]Takin’ advantage, knowin’ that I'm fragile (Yeah, yeah)
[00:52.858]Well-spoken, but I’m broken
[00:54.843]Hopin' you would not leave my heart frozen
[00:56.906]Feel like I'm close to explodin'
[00:58.739]Floatin’ through the rivers and the oceans 'til I'm gone
[01:01.234]
[01:01.502][Chorus]
[01:01.829]I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[01:04.882]I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[01:08.698]You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[01:11.661]Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[01:13.780]Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
[01:16.662]I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[01:20.007]I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[01:23.781]You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[01:27.276]Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[01:29.147]Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
[01:31.325]
[01:31.610][Verse 2]
[01:31.818]I can't have no artificial love
[01:33.043]I need that real, genuine love above anything
[01:36.096]Baby, you ****in' with a trust fund baby ****boy that never been through a thing
[01:39.057]And I felt pain I never wanted to feel
[01:41.157]And I seen things I never wanted to see
[01:43.027]And I just want someone to want me to be me
[01:44.709]Nigga deep in a bitch like
[01:46.576]I got what you need, baby, leave it to me
[01:48.178]You'll see what I mean when you give me the time
[01:49.780]Mind corrupted from my past
[01:51.728]I get into it knowin' it won't last
[01:52.875]But I'm codependent
[01:53.964]Baby Bone can't be alone
[01:55.717]Panic attacks at home so where do I go now?
[01:57.859]The lone wolf left his comfort zone
[01:59.843]And opened up the door for whores to let it run its course
[02:02.666]Of course I know love is torture
[02:03.716]Never been known to do what I'm supposed to
[02:05.457]So I left it all
[02:06.999]Invested all my time in you
[02:07.692]Before I knew if it was mutual
[02:09.222]Please don't give me a reason to leave, I need ya, ya
[02:11.278]And I know I can't keep up with ya
[02:14.748]Guess I really gotta give up on ya, ya, ya
[02:16.200]
[02:16.643][Chorus]
[02:17.372]I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[02:20.995]I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[02:24.891]You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[02:28.149]Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[02:30.098]Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
[02:32.624]I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[02:36.228]I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[02:39.743]You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[02:43.258]Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[02:45.180]Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah
[02:47.762]
[02:48.063][Outro]
[02:48.239]I'm alive, I'm a liar, I'ma die never lovin' myself, yeah, yeah
[02:51.328]I'ma ride with my baby girl Nina tucked under my belt
[02:54.880]You know I just wanna get by, don't wanna feel nothin' inside
[02:58.714]Swallow my pride, let that bitch ride
[03:00.414]Let her get high, let her get all of me, yeah