Placebo - chan.mp3

[00:15.000]I kept a promise I never said out loud
[00:19.350]（我守着一个从未说出口的誓言）
[00:21.870]Made it in the dark, swore it to the quiet
[00:24.570]（在黑暗里立下，对着寂静起誓）
[00:25.410]" I will walk into your world
[00:28.500]（“我会走进你的世界）
[00:29.220]Find the bottom, then turn around
[00:31.290]（走到尽头，然后转身回来）
[00:32.550]Come back and prove to you
[00:34.380]（回到你面前向你证明）
[00:36.630]The waterisn't deep
[00:38.160]（水并不深）
[00:40.020]Come in,it's safe now"
[00:42.000]（进来吧，很安全”）
[00:45.060]And I did walk in
[00:46.770]（然后我真的走下去了）
[00:47.370]I saw what you see
[00:47.910]（我看到了你看到的一切）
[00:48.540]The world without color
[00:49.950]（那个没有颜色的世界）
[00:50.490]The breath you have to remember to take
[00:53.010]（那个需要记得才会发生的呼吸）
[00:53.850]The voices behind the glass
[00:55.980]（玻璃后面那些声音）
[00:56.490]That sound like people you used to know
[00:59.400]（听起来像是你曾经认识的人）
[01:00.180]I reached the bottom
[01:01.020]（我走到了尽头）
[01:01.770]And then I tried to turn around
[01:04.320]（然后我想转身回来）
[01:05.490]But my legswouldn't move
[01:07.320]（可我的腿动不了）
[01:08.160]Andthat's when I realized——
[01:10.290]（就在那一刻我意识到——）
[01:17.040]I am not the cure
[01:19.860]（我不是解药）
[01:20.310]I am a body in the water with you
[01:21.570]（我只是和你一起沉在水里的躯体）
[01:23.520]Two drowning people holding on
[01:25.140]（两个溺水的人紧紧抓着彼此）
[01:28.650]Don't make a rescue
[01:30.300]（那不叫救援）
[01:30.660]We just sink together
[01:34.530]（我们只是一起下沉）
[01:35.520]Slower than alone
[01:38.940]（比独自一人慢一些而已）
[01:42.120]You needed a rope, a ladder, a boat
[01:45.150]（你需要一根绳子，一把梯子，一艘船）
[01:46.020]Someone on the shore whowouldn't jump in
[01:48.180]（一个站在岸上、不会跳下来的人）
[01:49.020]Someone who learned how to pull people out
[01:51.090]（一个学过如何把人拉上岸）
[01:53.160]Without falling in themselves
[01:55.830]（而不会自己掉下去的人）
[01:56.520]But I never learned that
[01:58.350]（但我从未学过那些）
[02:00.000]I only learned how to jump
[02:03.390]（我只学会了往下跳）
[02:04.140]I thought love was the medicine
[02:06.060]（我以为爱是解药）
[02:07.110]Turns out it was the symptom
[02:11.040]（原来它是症状本身）
[02:11.550]You told me once in the car
[02:13.560]（有一次你在车里跟我说）
[02:14.220]" Thank you for trying"
[02:15.330]（“谢谢你试过”）
[02:15.720]The window was open, your voice was quiet
[02:18.510]（车窗开着，你的声音很轻）
[02:19.140]And the wind took the words before they landed
[02:22.860]（风把那些话卷走了，没等它们落地）
[02:24.390]But I heard them——
[02:24.810]（但我听见了——）
[02:25.410]I still hear them
[02:27.540]（我到现在还能听见）
[02:28.620]I am not the cure
[02:30.090]（我不是解药）
[02:33.000]I am a body in the water with you
[02:34.290]（我只是和你一起沉在水里的躯体）
[02:36.240]Two drowning people holding on
[02:37.860]（两个溺水的人紧紧抓着彼此）
[02:41.310]Don't make a rescue
[02:42.990]（那不叫救援）
[02:43.350]We just sink together
[02:45.150]（我们只是一起下沉）
[02:47.190]I thought I was the medicine
[02:49.200]（我以为我是解药）
[02:49.680]But I was the placebo
[02:51.390]（但我只是安慰剂）
[02:51.780]The sugar pill you took
[02:52.800]（你吞下的那颗糖丸）
[02:53.520]When the real prescription
[02:57.180]（而真正的处方）
[02:57.510]Was someone who studied how to save you
[02:59.760]（本该是一个学过怎么救你的人）
[03:00.570]Not someone who just
[03:06.780]（而不是一个只会）
[03:07.200]Never wanted you to hurt alone
[03:10.680]（不想让你独自疼痛的人）
[03:11.310]The real cureisn't love
[03:14.280]（真正的解药不是爱）
[03:16.740]The real cure is a white coat
[03:18.000]（真正的解药是白大褂）
[03:18.600]A clipboard, a prescription pad
[03:20.700]（是病历板，是处方笺）
[03:21.210]Steady hands that learned
[03:22.680]（是一双学会）
[03:23.040]How to pull people out of the water
[03:25.140]（如何把人拉出水面）
[03:26.190]Without ever getting in
[03:28.290]（却从不下水的、稳当的手）
[03:30.960]I want to be that hand
[03:33.300]（我想成为那双手）
[03:34.650]I want to be the shore
[03:35.670]（我想成为那片岸）
[03:37.620]But I never learned how
[03:41.010]（但我从未学过怎么做）
[03:41.550]I just learned how to love
[03:45.990]（我只学会了怎么去爱）
[03:46.530]And love
[04:07.470]（而爱）
[04:07.560]Is not
[04:07.710]（并不是）
[04:07.890]Enough
[04:08.010]（万能的）
[04:11.760]I AM NOT THE CURE!
[04:13.230]（我不是解药！）
[04:14.790]I am a body in the water with you!
[04:16.080]（我只是和你一起沉在水里的躯体！）
[04:18.330]I THOUGHT I WAS THE MEDICINE!
[04:20.100]（我以为我是解药！）
[04:20.550]But I was the placebo!
[04:22.200]（但我只是安慰剂！）
[04:22.650]The sugar pill you swallowed
[04:24.570]（你吞下的那颗糖丸）
[04:25.980]When what you needed——
[04:29.370]（而你需要的是——）
[04:30.120]What you needed was help
[04:32.310]（你需要的是帮助）
[04:33.150]Not me
[04:33.840]（不是我）
[04:34.020]Not love
[04:35.760]（不是爱）
[04:35.910]Not someone who would drown just to prove
[04:39.750]（不是一个会淹死自己只为证明）
[04:41.880]The water was deep enough to die in
[04:44.070]（这水深到可以埋葬一个人的人）
[04:50.100]I let go of your hand
[04:50.580]（我松开了你的手）
[04:51.000]Not because I stopped caring
[04:52.770]（不是因为我停止在乎）
[04:56.640]But because I finally understood
[04:59.760]（而是因为我终于明白）
[05:00.780]If we both keep holding on
[05:03.090]（如果我们继续抓着不放）
[05:04.560]Neither one of us
[05:06.480]（我们之中没有一个）
[05:07.500]Gets to breathe
[05:08.490]（能喘上那口气）
[05:16.980]I was not the cure
[05:18.000]（我不是解药）
[05:20.310]But I was real
[05:23.100]（但我真实存在过）
[05:23.580]That has to count for something
[05:25.470]（这一点，总该算点什么吧）