[00:00.083][00:01.084]Yeah you know sometimes I feel[00:02.043]So out of touch with life[00:02.997]It just seems like I'm lost and directionless[00:05.133]Simply in the middle of nowhere[00:06.589]With no clue how to get back home[00:09.053]It's in these times of loneliness though[00:10.441]I realize the value of my loved ones and inversely[00:12.994]How much I take them for granted[00:18.897]It's funny how it's easier to appreciate the warmth of your relationships[00:22.179]Between family and friends while you're suffering in the cold[00:28.977]I just hope I get my message across to them[00:32.485]Yeah[00:35.642]Before it's too late[00:37.200]All in part[00:37.652]With the knowledge[00:38.203]A spark[00:38.705]In the darkness[00:39.357]An artist[00:39.759]The part[00:40.242]With a heart[00:41.094]For catharsis[00:41.445]Hard fists[00:42.893]Frostbitten scarred lips[00:44.200]Resonate the gift[00:45.001]Reminiscent of guitar picks[00:46.494]So while I go on to the farthest[00:47.796]The waters uncharted[00:48.898]The sun doesn't rise[00:49.659]Like a shark in a tar pit[00:51.135]Let's follow the stars[00:52.138]Right back where we started[00:53.042]That's ironic[00:53.995]I've been lost since I departed[00:55.797]The thrill is long gone[00:57.000]My soul is so cold[00:58.003]The quest now unfolds[00:59.095]Composure won't hold[01:00.348]I'm alone as I lust[01:01.601]For the trust that I know[01:02.753]On a dark road[01:03.657]Covered in a gust of a snow[01:05.061]One touch from the wind's[01:06.402]Like a knife to the skin[01:07.659]Take the burden[01:08.411]Of my sin from within[01:09.714]And behold my stone[01:10.666]Heart's froze to the bone[01:11.918]Up above the dome[01:13.021]Is a full moon no glow[01:14.372]A syndicate of snowflakes[01:15.453]Quick to be hitting me[01:16.859]A white blizzard[01:17.658]Eliminate the visibility[01:19.411]Critically conditioned[01:20.562]I'm lingering with infirmities[01:21.515]Frozen land[01:21.868]Each step feels like eternity[01:23.625]And Mother Nature[01:24.777]Ain't showing me any courtesy[01:25.982]Below freezing[01:26.606]Suck the life outta mercury[01:28.439]I wake up a nap[01:29.442]Take a drink from the flask[01:30.929]And walk the black path[01:31.880]On the brink I collapse[01:32.761]All eyes glued to the moon[01:34.015]With the pursuit for the truth[01:35.267]As I move to the tune[01:36.230]There ain't much I can do[01:37.555]Trapped in a frozen tomb[01:38.756]In the sadness of night[01:39.860]Navigate through the woods[01:40.964]In the absence of life[01:42.169]With the clothes on my back[01:43.273]Backpack of uncertainty[01:44.999]And certainly[01:45.601]I know the cold is gonna murder me[01:47.454]And as I'm still alive[01:48.460]I can picture every pace[01:49.313]And I still can't feel[01:50.416]Both hands on my face[01:51.720]And am I even half way[01:52.873]Blood cold like a murderer[01:53.897]Starting to believe[01:54.901]My trajectory is circular[01:56.355]I've been here before[01:57.408]I pray to be delivered[01:58.561]But I'm gullible the prison always[02:00.114]I'm a sinner[02:01.065]Maintain as they say[02:02.070]Try to spark up a flame[02:03.273]But regardless[02:03.828]I remained in the same place[02:05.480]Nonetheless life freedom[02:06.832]I'm determined to wager[02:07.836]So God up in heaven[02:09.190]Listen to our prayer[02:10.393]I would kill to survive[02:11.446]So provide me the remedy[02:12.749]And when I step inside[02:13.702]And I replied with a pride[02:15.107]With a pride with a pride[02:16.611]When implied was a warning[02:17.565]Only now I understand[02:18.166]The advice set before me[02:19.670]They told me and restored me[02:20.524]They tried their best to ward me[02:21.906]I said not to worry[02:22.960]That's the end of the story[02:24.163]I'm sick and deformed[02:25.264]And I miss being warm[02:26.567]So stitch up my spirit[02:27.568]My soul is so torn[02:28.921]So God hoist up the light[02:29.972]Fill the void in my heart[02:31.126]Something's missing like a night[02:32.179]Sky devoid of the stars[02:33.481]I've lost my innocence[02:34.284]No more toys in the yard[02:35.662]Only bots in my skin[02:37.195]Now poison the scars[02:37.897]I hate resentment[02:38.955]So lost for repentence[02:40.560]My body would rather die[02:41.461]Before it ever gets corrected[02:42.513]The future is uncertain[02:43.915]If I end up lamented[02:45.216]Oh God up in heaven[02:46.417]I'm in need of intervention[02:47.522]I'm so sorry[02:48.580]And I swear to you I meant it[02:50.138]Every second on this planet[02:50.990]Feels like a life sentence[02:52.092]If I could reverse life[02:53.047]I would choke down my pride[02:54.399]Show myself it's just a quick way[02:55.901]To the exit[02:56.995]I wanna say sorry[02:57.948]I'm sorry I didn't listen[02:58.801]And help me deserve forgiveness[03:00.352]For my hard headed decisions[03:01.606]I'd bow and beg[03:02.560]Until my own back[03:03.266]I'm sorry because I know[03:04.922]This has all been said before[03:06.835]I swear my rebellion is unhealthy[03:08.537]I come on bent knees[03:09.589]Now please[03:09.988]Will you help me[03:10.895]And I chose to be deserted[03:12.051]Now I know it wasn't worth it[03:13.205]If you open up the door[03:14.409]I know I don't even deserve it[03:15.558]I'm certain[03:16.282]With every impulse that my nerves give[03:17.786]I manipulate my body[03:18.877]To disciplining my worthlessness[03:20.748]But only if I see you again[03:22.302]And that's what I would have said if my life didn't end[03:24.711]So I depart[03:25.412]With this last one-sided correspondence[03:27.302]Saying the same thing[03:28.206]In my mind a thesaurus[03:29.660]Alone in the heavens[03:30.563]With a scar on my heart[03:31.867]As I resonate the gift[03:32.919]From regrets in my heart[03:33.971]So I wander the farthest[03:35.386]The waters uncharted[03:36.538]The sun didn't rise[03:37.539]So my body felt hardest[03:38.695]If only you could hear me[03:39.873]As my soul is above you[03:41.125]I wish before I died[03:42.208]I would have told you I love you