[01:09.60]My darkest fears have become a frightening truth[01:13.83]And the wounds are hidden so you cannot feel the pain[01:47.01]For I have chosen the path of misery and sorrow[02:21.03]And my skin will continue to wither and decay[02:22.05]Happiness - where are you?[02:23.10]Will this grief be swept away?[02:23.82]This madness must stop or this world[02:26.07]I'll depart[02:26.31]As reality blends into horrific dreams[03:04.68]My departure from[03:05.22]Earth is getting near[03:08.61]And as I approach death,[03:12.36]I'll show no fear[03:19.68]I need you here to ease this pain[03:22.89]For I fear it shall never dissipate[06:00.21]Yet you are so far away and the blood continues to flow[06:28.53]I felt your warmth -[06:33.03]I can't touch your skin[06:44.94]Remembering, as the knife caresses my flesh[06:52.92]And I summon forth suffering and despair[07:01.17]Yet it is something[07:09.27]I do not wish to do[07:09.66]My blood absorbs the poisons[07:17.40]Drugged, confused - the walls enclose around me[07:22.74]My mind is so high - my spirit continues to fall[07:24.00]And the anguish recedes as life slips away[07:30.06]Breathless,[07:43.98]I beckon eternal sleep[07:44.49]For I shall live no more to be with you[07:54.42]As I see your fate appear through the mist