WHO I WAS - NF/mgk.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Jeff Sojka/Aaron Chafin/NF/Colson Baker
[00:00.031] 作曲 : Jeff Sojka/Aaron Chafin/NF/Colson Baker
[00:00.063] Ash and dust
[00:04.215] Everything I care about and love
[00:09.537] Burning up (Yeah)
[00:13.809] (Alright, turn my, uh, vocal up) Nothing left of who I thought I was
[00:16.331] (And then just let it run) I was
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[00:18.937] I'm stuck in traffic
[00:20.466] Trying to find my way to a home that I've never known on a GPS with no address
[00:23.771] So I follow my heart, but my heart is scattered
[00:25.936] Like my father's ashes in the back of the rental after I dropped his urn
[00:29.060] Probably a metaphor for everything I've learned
[00:31.421] Like how the only love I'll have is gonna crash and burn
[00:33.803] Or how the poorest I felt was after the most I've earned
[00:36.146] The biggest lie I've told is that no one should be concerned
[00:38.558] There's got to be another highway that don't lead to Hell
[00:40.918] A star to lead me through the darkest night like Christian Bale
[00:43.330] I hid from God for more than two decades of life
[00:45.290] For when I came back into the light, He didn't ask me if I'm Christian still
[00:48.237] Just opened up His arms and embraced me like I'm his son
[00:50.474] Erasing all the archetypes of what people like me become
[00:52.787] Since I was young my personality split like serpents tongue
[00:55.360] But all the poison in my body still aint make me numb
[00:57.711] I lost a best friend and felt all that
[00:59.729] Crying on his open casket, well, I knelt on that
[01:02.019] I had a best man picked out for my wedding
[01:03.992] But instead of getting married I carried guilt and left all that
[01:06.875] A vagabond that broke a bond for boca raton
[01:09.242] Who all along regretted he never kept all that
[01:11.518] I left everything behind but this engagement ring and a frozen heart
[01:14.629] I'm standing in the fire to melt all that, yeah
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[01:16.808] Ash and dust
[01:21.093] Everything I care about and love
[01:26.032] (Burn!) Burning up
[01:30.689] Nothing left of who I thought I was
[01:34.715] I was
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[01:44.397] I, I, I was (Yeah) (Burn!)
[01:46.472]
[01:46.876] Lash out
[01:48.063] Need to take a breath and calm down
[01:50.602] Try to regulate, don’t know how
[01:53.163] Wasn’t taught that in my house
[01:55.759] Kids of my own, I step back
[01:58.218] Look at those smiles and feel sad
[02:00.738] Hope they don’t wind end up like Dad
[02:03.281] Stuck in this loop like I am
[02:05.955] I… (Burn!)
[02:06.963]
[02:07.232] Called you never heard back
[02:08.904] After everything we been through, the good and the bad
[02:11.398] You 'bout to throw it all away and overreact
[02:13.769] Because I over reacted, karma I guess
[02:16.449] My temper gets the best of me, a part of me that
[02:18.899] I wish I knew how to get rid of, it’s an issue I have
[02:21.419] My ammo say I need you and I love you to death
[02:23.996] Then turn around an go and treat you like you nothing but trash, I know
[02:27.919] I know I messed that part up, but
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[02:29.469] I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
[02:33.575] Yeah, I know sometimes I
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[02:37.789] Lash out
[02:39.160] Need to take a breath and calm down
[02:41.647] Try to regulate, don’t know how
[02:44.120] Wasn’t taught that in my house
[02:46.669] Kids of my own, I step back
[02:49.278] Look at those smiles and feel sad
[02:51.705] Hope they don’t wind end up like dad
[02:54.325] Stuck in this loop like I am
[02:57.006] I…