reality - D3R.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Andreas Tarasoff
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Andreas Tarasoff
[00:06.532]The thrill is in the chase, never in the capture
[00:11.618]I despise you
[00:13.207]New year, new me that's a ****in' lie
[00:15.933]I got plenty things wrong with me, I'm always wasting time
[00:19.453]I want to change, wanna live my best life
[00:22.804]But always something in the way, and I act like I'm fine
[00:26.004]I'm so paranoid of the people who surround me
[00:29.969]You wanna tear me down, with a smile, do it proudly
[00:33.235]Some people care, some do it for their family
[00:36.461]But nothing normal in my life, I feel so profoundly
[00:38.458]You're such a shitty experiment
[00:39.963]My friends say that I'm perfectionist
[00:41.902]But in actual reality I'm critical as shit
[00:44.856]I don't know where to draw the line
[00:47.040]Yeah, am I good enough? Gotta change this
[00:49.826]I always had to numb myself, so I used to get wasted
[00:53.189]I look from angles, shouldn't see
[00:55.667]I'm chasing the truth, reality is all I need
[00:58.817]But I'm always confused, why do we lack empathy?
[01:02.252]Is it a coping mechanism? I'm hatin' everybody, not me
[01:06.339]Nothing's ever good enough, nothing ever changes
[01:08.871]No matter what I try, no matter the places
[01:12.427]Something always to blame, some people blame their faces
[01:16.045]Or they wanna fill the void, by tryna be famous
[01:19.200]I got opportunity, but living, it's a nightmare
[01:22.630]I'm an introvert, so my positions unfair
[01:26.034]I just wanna share my plans, but I hate false promises
[01:29.291]I don't wanna hurt the fans, so I have to acknowledge them
[01:33.192]I'm moving in silence, for you
[01:36.032]I'm fighting every day, for you
[01:39.932]I only try, for you
[01:42.900]Don't wanna die, for you
[01:47.146]My friends say that I'm perfectionist
[01:48.973]But in actual reality I'm critical as shit
[01:52.408]I don't know where to draw the line
[01:54.149]Yeah, am I good enough? Gotta change this
[01:56.961]I always had to numb myself, so I used to get wasted
[02:00.323]I look from angles, shouldn't see
[02:02.757]I'm chasing the truth, reality is all I need
[02:06.155]But I'm always confused, why do we lack empathy?
[02:09.505]Is it a coping mechanism? I'm hatin' everybody, not me
[02:13.842]Silent, silent, silent, for you
[02:16.301]I'm f-f-f-fightin' for you
[02:19.709]I try-try-try, for you
[02:22.913]Don't-don't-don't, don't wanna die
[02:24.784]Don't wanna— don't-don't wanna, for you