Self (Prod. Croosh) - Croosh.mp3

[00:12.58]Yeah she got a man she don't really give a **** bout
[00:14.90]Left him back home in a whole other state
[00:16.64]Move to LA cause she wanna be famous
[00:18.29]Got a 9-5 on the side, she a waitress
[00:20.17]But it's getting tough, hard to find balance
[00:21.86]Between making money and living out a passion
[00:23.48]Wanna be a actress, wanna be a star
[00:25.16]Live up in The Hills with a real nice car
[00:26.87]So she quits that job
[00:27.72]Finds an old man to pay for her shoes and her fake spray tans
[00:30.27]Now she got time to focus on herself
[00:31.92]All she gotta do is **** the guy once a month
[00:33.69]I know a lot of girls just like this
[00:35.35]One of 'em happens to be my ex
[00:37.06]****ed a couple rappers before we met
[00:38.74]But that was in the past so I can't be upset
[00:40.45]Still I had to let it go cause it ****ed with my head
[00:42.34]Made me hate people that I never even met
[00:43.94]Tryna change her is my only regret so I wish her the best
[00:46.55]But I'm onto the next yeah
[00:47.77]It was fun while it lasted
[00:48.92]But I gotta leave you in the past tense
[00:50.53]Should've known from the jump that's what happened
[00:52.28]That's what I get for tryna be captain
[00:54.06]Wow
[00:55.82]So why you think I stick to myself these days
[00:59.78]Did my best to help but you don't wanna be saved
[01:03.16]Maybe one day you'll see that I was right all along
[01:06.61]But by then I'll be gone yeah
[01:08.71]So why you think I stick to myself these days
[01:13.39]Did my best to help but you don't wanna be saved
[01:16.91]Maybe one day you'll see that I was right all along
[01:20.38]But by then I'll be gone yeah
[01:22.19]Let me tell you about another girl from back in the day
[01:23.53]Best shit that I ever had yeah
[01:25.55]Haven't seen the girl in years
[01:26.98]But I peeped her Instagram and she still hella bad
[01:28.62]Wonder if she still think about me
[01:30.42]Still got all of my sweaters, still got all of my letters
[01:33.99]Damn I should've known better
[01:35.59]Every day we kicked it, caught a vibe with her
[01:37.69]Got drunk, smoked kush, got high with her
[01:39.09]Through the thick and the thin, I would ride with her
[01:40.74]Swear to god I really ****ing thought I'd die with her
[01:42.44]Fairy tale shit, felt like fiction
[01:44.15]Drunk off love, didn't even sip shit yeah
[01:46.09]She was everything I was missing
[01:47.46]Till I found out that she had an addiction
[01:49.19]Damn she smoked that ice
[01:50.86]Didn't tell me till a couple months in it yikes
[01:53.03]Made me think twice but I stuck by her side
[01:55.62]I was really down for life so I stayed with her
[01:57.22]Helped her get clean, shit was hella rough
[01:58.63]But we worked as a team
[01:59.53]And just when I thought that it might work out
[02:01.10]She found someone else while I was out of town damn
[02:03.38]Wow
[02:04.48]So why you think I stick to myself these days
[02:08.45]Did my best to help but you don't wanna be saved
[02:11.73]Maybe one day you'll see that I was right all along
[02:15.07]But by then I'll be gone yeah
[02:17.57]So why you think I stick to myself these days
[02:22.05]Did my best to help but you don't wanna be saved
[02:25.41]Maybe one day you'll see that I was right all along
[02:28.83]But by then I'll be gone yeah
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