[00:00.000] 作词 : Jake Segura/Juan Rivero[00:00.241] 作曲 : Jake Segura/Juan Rivero[00:00.482]Tonight the monsters in my head[00:02.267]are screaming so damn loud[00:07.139]But I built walls so high so[00:09.870]they never even make a sound[00:14.975]It's a mask, it's a lie, it's the[00:17.415]only home I've ever known[00:21.777]'Cause being who I really am[00:25.472]has only left me more alone[00:29.664]I am not okay,[00:34.482]and I need you to see it[00:36.796]I have so much to say,[00:41.882]and no one to hear it[00:44.320]The reason I keep quiet with so much at stake[00:47.756]I always feel like a burden, let it silence me[00:51.295]You'll never understand[00:53.221]why it's so hard to say[00:56.938]I'm not okay[01:04.413]I wish I had a scar, had a bruise on[01:07.182]the surface any kind of proof[01:11.975]That everything I feel is more[01:14.447]than just some sad excuse[01:19.081]My life's invisible abuse,[01:21.078]I'm either judged or have to hide[01:26.227]The only symptom you can see[01:30.107]is I don't wanna be alive[01:34.165]I am not okay,[01:38.998]and I need you to see it[01:41.310]I have so much to say,[01:46.426]and no one to hear it[01:48.783]The reason I keep quiet with so much at stake[01:52.212]I always feel like a burden, let it silence me[01:55.786]You'll never understand why it's so hard to say[02:02.083]I'll never have the words,[02:04.353]I can't explain this hell[02:08.918]But what if it kills me[02:10.739]if I keep it to myself[02:16.134]To myself[02:20.969]I am not okay,[02:25.588]and I need you to see it[02:27.888]I have so much to say,[02:33.019]and no one to hear it[02:35.467]I'm not okay, I'm not okay[02:39.007]I'm never safe, it's not a phase[02:42.601]If I finally break would you still stay?[02:48.740]Tonight the monsters in my head[02:50.704]are screaming so damn loud