I'm Not Okay - Citizen Soldier.mp3

I'm Not Okay - Citizen Soldier.mp3
I'm Not Okay-Citizen Soldier (无损音质) 专享
[00:00.000] 作词 : Jake Seg...
[00:00.000] 作词 : Jake Segura/Juan Rivero
[00:00.241] 作曲 : Jake Segura/Juan Rivero
[00:00.482]Tonight the monsters in my head
[00:02.267]are screaming so damn loud
[00:07.139]But I built walls so high so
[00:09.870]they never even make a sound
[00:14.975]It's a mask, it's a lie, it's the
[00:17.415]only home I've ever known
[00:21.777]'Cause being who I really am
[00:25.472]has only left me more alone
[00:29.664]I am not okay,
[00:34.482]and I need you to see it
[00:36.796]I have so much to say,
[00:41.882]and no one to hear it
[00:44.320]The reason I keep quiet with so much at stake
[00:47.756]I always feel like a burden, let it silence me
[00:51.295]You'll never understand
[00:53.221]why it's so hard to say
[00:56.938]I'm not okay
[01:04.413]I wish I had a scar, had a bruise on
[01:07.182]the surface any kind of proof
[01:11.975]That everything I feel is more
[01:14.447]than just some sad excuse
[01:19.081]My life's invisible abuse,
[01:21.078]I'm either judged or have to hide
[01:26.227]The only symptom you can see
[01:30.107]is I don't wanna be alive
[01:34.165]I am not okay,
[01:38.998]and I need you to see it
[01:41.310]I have so much to say,
[01:46.426]and no one to hear it
[01:48.783]The reason I keep quiet with so much at stake
[01:52.212]I always feel like a burden, let it silence me
[01:55.786]You'll never understand why it's so hard to say
[02:02.083]I'll never have the words,
[02:04.353]I can't explain this hell
[02:08.918]But what if it kills me
[02:10.739]if I keep it to myself
[02:16.134]To myself
[02:20.969]I am not okay,
[02:25.588]and I need you to see it
[02:27.888]I have so much to say,
[02:33.019]and no one to hear it
[02:35.467]I'm not okay, I'm not okay
[02:39.007]I'm never safe, it's not a phase
[02:42.601]If I finally break would you still stay?
[02:48.740]Tonight the monsters in my head
[02:50.704]are screaming so damn loud
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