Powerless Pain - K!nder/Ghost Brand - K!nder.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : K!nder/Ghost Brand - K!nder
[00:01.000] 作曲 : K!nder/Ghost Brand - K!nder
[00:02.000] 编曲 : K!nder/Ghost Brand - K!nder
[00:20.366]Oh, this powerless pain, like a lock without a key
[00:25.850]Trapped in my heart, it just won’t set me free
[00:30.028]The more I run, the tighter it wraps around
[00:34.479]A bitter taste in every smile I’ve found
[00:37.676]Powerless pain, it’s a whisper in the dark
[00:41.976]A wound that won’t heal, no matter how hard I spark
[00:46.624]I try to say goodbye, but it’s stuck in my throat
[00:52.239]This pain I can’t name is the one that hurts the most
[01:02.750]It’s 3 AM, I’m sittin’ on the floor, back pressed to the door,
[01:05.937]Smoke stings my eyes, ash pile in the tray’s gettin’ more and more,
[01:09.516]I talk to the shadow on the wall like it’s some kind of friend,
[01:12.082]But it just stares back, grinnin’, like it knows where I’ve been—
[01:14.243]That place where the past don’t pass, it just loops in my head,
[01:17.250]Old ticket stubs from a movie we saw, your face in the bed,
[01:19.930]The shirt you left hangin’ in the closet, still smells like your perfume,
[01:23.277]I yank it off the hanger, throw it in the hamper, but the smell won’t zoom—
[01:25.660]Away, nah, it sticks like glue, like this pain in my core,
[01:28.643]I try to stand up, but my legs feel like they’re made of lead, not floor,
[01:32.140]I gasp for breath, but it’s thin, like the air in a tomb,
[01:35.440]This “powerless” shit ain’t just a phrase—it’s a noose in the room,
[01:38.388]I grab the pillow off the couch, scream into the fabric till my throat goes raw,
[01:41.091]I stumble to the kitchen, fridge door, open light
[01:43.905]Oh, this powerless pain, like a lock without a key
[01:48.804]Trapped in my heart, it just won’t set me free
[01:53.930]The more I run, the tighter it wraps around
[01:57.298]A bitter taste in every smile I’ve found
[02:00.615]Powerless pain, it’s a whisper in the dark
[02:05.563]A wound that won’t heal, no matter how hard I spark
[02:10.546]I try to say goodbye, but it’s stuck in my throat
[02:16.462]This pain I can’t name is the one that hurts the most
[02:25.871]Burnin’ my eyes,
[02:27.212]Grab a beer, twist the cap, chug it down till my stomach cries,
[02:30.289]But the buzz don’t hit—ain’t nothin’ gonna drown this out,
[02:33.239]Not the old hip-hop on the radio, not the whiskey in the spout,
[02:36.272]I turn the volume up, loud enough to shake the walls,
[02:39.270]Eminem on the track, yellin’ ’bout his own demons—shit, I get it all,
[02:41.549]We’re just two guys in different rooms, same ****in’ fight,
[02:44.399]Tryna outrun the noise in our heads that won’t turn off the light,
[02:47.414]My phone dings—text from my shit, askin’ if I wanna link,
[02:51.015]I type “nah, I’m good,” but my hands are shakin’ so bad I hit “send” too quick,
[02:55.532]He texts back “you sure? You sounded off last night,”
[02:57.726]I stare at the screen, bite my lip till it bleeds—ain’t got the guts to write,
[03:01.729]The truth: that I’m trapped, that I’m dyin’ slow, that I can’t even name,
[03:05.718]The thing that’s gnawin’ at me, eatin’ me up like a flame,
[03:07.059]I toss the phone on the counter,
[03:07.920]Oh, this powerless pain, like a lock without a key
[03:12.781]Trapped in my heart, it just won’t set me free
[03:17.064]The more I run, the tighter it wraps around
[03:21.776]A bitter taste in every smile I’ve found
[03:24.477]Powerless pain, it’s a whisper in the dark
[03:29.143]A wound that won’t heal, no matter how hard I spark
[03:33.908]I try to say goodbye, but it’s stuck in my throat
[03:39.124]This pain I can’t name is the one that hurts the most
[03:49.420]I’m back in the bedroom, now it’s 5 AM, the sky’s turnin’ gray,
[03:52.885]Pillows soaked with tears I didn’t know I was cryin’—****, what a day,
[03:56.467]I sit on the edge of the bed, feet danglin’ over the side,
[03:59.667]Stare at the carpet, count the stains like they’re some kind of guide,
[04:02.615]To where I went wrong, to how I got here, to why I can’t break free,
[04:05.796]This “powerless pain” ain’t just a feeling—it’s a part of me,
[04:08.698]I reach for the pen on the nightstand, paper next to it blank,
[04:11.845]Try to write down what’s hurtin’, but the words just won’t rank—
[04:14.895]They’re jumbled, they’re messy, they’re stuck in my brain,
[04:17.476]Like a song on repeat that I hate, but I can’t hit “sane,”
[04:20.226]I scribble a line: “I miss…” then stop—miss what? Miss who?
[04:24.277]Miss the way things were? Miss the me that I knew?
[04:26.758]Before the pain came, before the trap snapped shut,
[04:29.323]Before every breath felt like a chore, before every dream got cut
[04:31.638]Oh, this powerless pain, like a lock without a key
[04:36.105]Trapped in my heart, it just won’t set me free
[04:40.956]The more I run, the tighter it wraps around
[04:44.637]A bitter taste in every smile I’ve found
[04:48.599]Powerless pain, it’s a whisper in the dark
[04:52.602]A wound that won’t heal, no matter how hard I spark
[04:57.398]I try to say goodbye, but it’s stuck in my throat
[05:02.597]This pain I can’t name is the one that hurts the most