Marcus' Gospel - Hopsin/Michael Speaks.mp3

[00:00.445][Verse 1: Hopsin]
[00:01.885]I done lost myself again
[00:03.834]I done lost myself in sin
[00:06.090]I've been burned by selfish men
[00:08.049]I've been died but held it in
[00:10.170]I do not want hell to win
[00:12.282]Life's cold, I done felt the wind
[00:13.994]Could it be any clearer?
[00:15.137]When I look in the mirror
[00:16.177]I just see a jackass with a tail to pin
[00:18.572]Me and my family ain't close
[00:20.433]So I got some fame and went ghost
[00:22.659]I am not paintin' a hoax
[00:24.761]You can hear the pain in my flows
[00:27.082]They say that life has it's ups and downs
[00:28.914]But why do I stay in the lows?
[00:31.273]I don't like Marcus, I don't like Hopsin
[00:33.429]I am ashamed of them both
[00:35.256]You see, all that I have is my money
[00:37.325]I had no idea that this was coming
[00:39.445]I fell into the stereotype of a rapper
[00:41.775]I'm how they package a dummy
[00:43.472]This is my reality I embrace
[00:45.350]I look back and I can see my mistakes
[00:47.456]I just wish that I could rewind the days
[00:49.639]I honestly don't want to be out of place
[00:51.621]I guess we gotta face
[00:52.605]All these issues like this as a human sometimes
[00:55.669]Yes, I am losin' my mind
[00:57.141]If you ever come to that conclusion, it's fine
[00:59.078]Don't ignore all of the proof and the signs
[01:01.262]I made my bed, I'ma lay in it
[01:03.985]The thought is as soothin' as wine
[01:06.241]Now all need is a suit and a tie, I tried
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[01:10.314][Chorus: Michael Speaks]
[01:10.954]In my lowest times
[01:15.674]I have failed to see
[01:19.632]Sunny days are waiting
[01:23.449]I'm in need of some company
[01:26.818]God, please help this pain
[01:33.996]'Cause I don't wanna ever see
[01:38.197]This lonely road again
[01:41.062](This lonely road again)
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[01:44.349][Verse 2: Hopsin]
[01:44.742]Take it away, I want the peace, I want the happiness
[01:47.654]I took a blindfolded shot, it was accurate
[01:49.709]But in my heart I know I never asked for this
[01:51.709]See, this life I'm in, it seem miraculous
[01:53.949]Who knew I'd break a few bones when I tackled it?
[01:56.167]It's been years and I still can't adapt to it
[01:58.397]I cannot predict what my next chapter is
[02:00.222]There's a hearse speedin' fast in the ashes and
[02:02.622]I feel like I lay flat in the back of it
[02:04.665]There's no love in my eyes, so look up in the sky
[02:06.633]Bring me back like you did Lazarus
[02:08.881]I can hear the devil whispering, "Come play!"
[02:11.177]Injecting me softly with numb pain
[02:13.204]My fingers are covered in blood stains
[02:15.107]It's torturing I see in my son's aid
[02:17.514]But one day, that will all change
[02:19.569]When the fog strays, it's a lost page
[02:21.659]That had blown away into the hallways
[02:23.740]In the land where the wild dogs play
[02:26.077]When you're confined into a small space
[02:28.065]You will know that that's enough to cause rage
[02:30.113]I'ma kick until the mother****ing walls break
[02:32.597]I don't know what made me walk straight
[02:34.373]Into this fire, my soul is burnin' quick
[02:36.173]I've been told this isn't permanent
[02:38.381]Growin' up, my father made a lot of mistakes
[02:40.743]I do not know why I didn't learn from his
[02:42.870]Can you direct me to where the furnace is?
[02:44.742]I need to do away with pain that's lurkin' and
[02:47.071]Maybe figure out what my new purpose is
[02:49.207]All these bad vibes are so discouragin'
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[02:51.901][Chorus: Michael Speaks]
[02:52.237]In my lowest times
[02:57.342]I have failed to see
[03:01.594]Sunny days are waiting
[03:05.354]I'm in need of some company
[03:08.689]God, please help this pain
[03:15.402]'Cause I don't wanna ever see
[03:19.906]This lonely road again
[03:22.409](This lonely road again)
[03:27.185]In my lowest times
[03:31.235]I have failed to see
[03:35.094]Sunny days are waiting
[03:39.006]I'm in need of some company
[03:42.303]God, please help this pain
[03:49.390]'Cause I don't wanna ever see
[03:53.605]This lonely road again
[03:56.213](This lonely road again)
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