[00:00.00] 作曲 : Furstenfeld[00:49.22]I have to block out thoughts of you[00:51.35]So I don't lose my head[00:53.72]They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed[00:58.79]Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone[01:04.33]Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home[01:09.33]There's a burning in my pride[01:11.81]A nervous bleeding in my brain[01:14.43]An ounce of peace is all I want for you[01:17.26]Will you never call again?[01:19.60]And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face[01:24.62]And will you never try to reach me[01:27.30]It is I that wanted space[01:29.67]Hate me today[01:34.14]Hate me tomorrow[01:39.61]hate me for all the things I didn't do for you[01:49.57]Hate me in ways[01:54.54]Yeah ways hard to swallow[02:00.48]Hate me so you can find me see whats good for you[02:11.78]I'm sober now for 3 whole months[02:14.22]It's one accomplishment that you helped me with[02:16.53]The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again.[02:21.42]In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night[02:26.27]While I was busy waging wars on myself[02:29.59]You were trying to stop the fight[02:31.97]You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate[02:37.34]You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take[02:41.85]So I'll drive so ******* far away that I'll never cross your mind[02:47.09]And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind[02:52.08]Hate me today[02:56.41]Hate me tomorrow[03:01.90]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you[03:12.14]Hate me in ways[03:17.13]Yeah ways hard to swallow[03:22.50]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you[03:32.90]And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave[03:39.17]Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made[03:44.34]And like a baby boy I was never a lad[03:47.43]Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand[03:54.55]And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"[03:59.56]Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be[04:04.79]And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"[04:12.05]Hate me today[04:16.67]Hate me tomorrow[04:22.15]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you[04:32.50]Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow[04:42.66]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you[05:08.76]