[00:22.571]I'm stuck I want to have it all wave a magic wand[00:26.092]Make a bunch of money so all my homies could tag along[00:28.859]It's like my life just one long dramatic song[00:31.699]I felt connection between us but now the static gone[00:35.732]Damn what did I miss my home was[00:37.745]Full of arguments what's a hug and a kiss[00:40.003]Always grew up with the feeling it was something I did[00:42.763]And anything good or normal was just something I wished[00:45.778]Just ignored the shit instead of having dialogue[00:49.293]The list of family problems probably go a mile long[00:52.055]While we're at it here I got some more to pile on[00:54.564]And pile on and pile on and p-, you get it[00:57.116]Fans apologize like sorry I was late to it[01:00.368]That doesn't matter bro I'm happy you relate to it[01:03.444]That's half the reason I make music we being real[01:06.248]They won't forget how you made them feel[01:08.077]I learned that early on and it stuck[01:10.351]f*ck the cars and the bucks[01:11.618]I'm on par for a much larger purpose[01:14.669]Hope it all was enough when it all turns to dust[01:17.487]And we're all gone tell me was it worth it[01:19.742]Tell me was it worth it[01:21.001]I'm the only one that can call my bluff[01:23.509]Counting all my blessings hope they all add up[01:25.813]Even if I'm shot down I won't wave a white towel[01:29.317]I stick around here when things got tough but[01:31.078]I'm stuck kind of feeling like I'm blowing my shot[01:34.590]And there's a better way to cope than just hoping it stops[01:37.850]Hope it pans out fine and the plans on time[01:40.620]Then I exchange a message with a fan online he said[01:43.877]Man the message in your music is real[01:46.139]You speak the truth to me bro this how music should feel[01:49.195]I've been lost in a dark place abusing these pills[01:51.996]I hear your songs and they give me strength[01:53.597]I use them to heal wow[01:55.362]That's when I realize it's bigger than me[01:57.884]And all the little shit I'm stressing quits triggering me[02:00.651]Guess my words hold worth and a verse ain't a verse[02:03.915]It's a letter from my soul that I've given to this earth[02:07.175]Reminisce and think about my prior days a lot[02:09.435]Back at Frito Lay was stacking chips inside a box[02:12.194]Hoping that the rapping shit eventually would pop[02:15.457]Waiting for the shift to end was staring at the clock[02:18.242]Mazda uninsured I had to drive it through the snow[02:21.256]Typical New England shit seen it all before[02:24.059]93 that's exit 4 I finally made it home[02:26.819]Came a long way I know[02:30.184]I'm the only one that can call my bluff[02:32.941]Counting all my blessings hope they all add up[02:35.465]Even if I'm shot down I won't wave a white towel[02:38.520]I stick around here when things got tough but[02:41.540]I'm the only one that can call my bluff[02:44.549]Counting all my blessings hope they all add up[02:46.951]Even if I'm shot down I won't wave a white towel[02:50.007]I stick around here when things got tough