[00:00.000] 作词 : Joseph Mabry[00:01.000] 作曲 : Joseph Mabry[00:24.285] My self depravity[00:27.848] A stark duality[00:31.593] Stare into the black[00:33.184] Depressive reality[00:47.082] A masochist who can't feel a thing[00:49.871] The paradox is suffocating me[00:55.411] Well it gets better but it feels like it's worse[00:59.540] Because I'm tethered to the past, it's a curse[01:03.158] I know it's better but I think it gets worse[01:07.235] Until they put me in the dirt[01:10.152] Cause every day that I should wake up grateful[01:13.286] I'm pulled back into a negative space[01:16.711] Still fear I'm not enough[01:21.276] Failure stitched in my seams[01:34.065] It's all fiction[01:37.265] Horrific depiction[01:42.328] Violent condition[01:57.052] Well it gets better but it feels like it's worse[02:00.859] Because I'm tethered to the past, it's a curse[02:04.544] I know it's better but I think it gets worse[02:08.539] Until they put me in the dirt[02:12.304] Or can I ever overcome it and learn?[02:16.066] Do I endeavor to retain all my hurt?[02:19.988] I know it's better but I think it gets worse[02:23.994] Until they put me in the dirt[02:57.642] I can't live up to what you want from me[03:05.267] I'm not enough, failure stitched in my seams[03:13.820] Well it gets better but it feels like it's worse[03:17.659] Because I'm tethered to the past, it's a curse[03:21.447] I know it's better but I think it gets worse[03:25.350] Until they put me in the dirt[03:29.010] Well it gets better but it feels like it's worse[03:32.775] Because I'm tethered to the past, it's a curse[03:36.554] I know it's better but I think it gets worse[03:40.687] Until they put me in the dirt[03:44.556] Or can I ever overcome it and learn?[03:48.444] Do I endeavor to retain all my hurt?[03:52.120] I know it's better but I think it gets worse[03:56.013] Until they put me in the dirt