buzzerbeater / black christmas - redveil.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Marcus Morton
[00:18.965] Where the rejects?
[00:20.598] We just started recess
[00:21.908] Walk up in Airwalks
[00:23.807] I just like how they look on my feet best
[00:25.809] I really want DCs but they too big
[00:27.947] Won't even fit on my feet yet
[00:29.596] So, I ain't complete yet
[00:31.512] Just give me some years I'm gon' be a cultural reset
[00:35.527] Jean and Najib see it
[00:36.929] I ain't trippin'
[00:38.055] I ain't seen them in a minute
[00:39.652] That little winter break felt just like a sentence
[00:41.778] Probably 'cause all of them packets
[00:43.564] Couldn't get up until I was finished
[00:45.780] But we back outside in 2 jackets
[00:47.403] I never thought I would miss being frigid
[00:49.636] I got me some skates for christmas
[00:51.785] I just wan' be like my big bro
[00:53.537] My papa got him a camera
[00:55.778] He been shooting edits like a pistol
[00:57.518] So I brought my iPod
[00:59.579] No tunes
[01:00.368] Tryn' shoot a lil skit tho
[01:01.586] Tryn' tell Jean what his role is and Najib but
[01:04.520] Getting pissed tho
[01:05.629] They acting like I'm speaking Spanish
[01:07.422] And it's 5 minutes 'til the whistle
[01:09.283] Then it's right back to the low lights
[01:11.196] And I'm waiting on dismissal
[01:14.215] I get a take and another take
[01:15.988] It is what is tho
[01:18.031] They ain't perfect but I'm taking what I can get tho
[01:36.071] On the game with Hemsso
[01:38.518] I'm picking his mental
[01:40.042] Any single day where we got free time
[01:42.154] This shit is essential
[01:43.947] I ain't even met this nigga in real life
[01:45.809] It's coincidental how we met on the net
[01:48.808] He turned to my refuge
[01:50.039] I don't know if he meant to
[01:51.401] But he stuck with me
[01:52.891] He fill the void of my growth spurt
[01:55.168] He a man that I want to be
[01:56.858] Satiating all my hunger
[01:59.105] I ain't reaching for cutlery
[02:01.309] Even if all of the day pass
[02:03.002] We gon' still spend it on Minecraft
[02:04.983] Nigga this shit is luxury
[02:06.432] Like down to the soundtrack
[02:08.070] Chirp by C418's my fav
[02:10.453] It loop in my headphones
[02:11.871] Humming it over and over give me an idea
[02:14.232] I run it by Hemsso
[02:15.869] What if I took that shit and then flipped it
[02:18.050] Just like the screen on Nintendo?
[02:19.773] I'm tryna bump that shit out my speakers louder than cleats in the end zone
[02:24.981] I get off the game
[02:25.966] Tryn' Google how to make a beat
[02:27.633] My literacy is innate
[02:29.517] I watch my brother do it every week
[02:31.648] Hemsso like
[02:33.228] "I got 20 dollars for you if it's really heat"
[02:35.986] I'm like
[02:37.163] "Watch this, watch this nigga, don't sleep"
[02:56.130] I'm already nauseous
[02:57.398] And its only 5 tickets left
[02:59.470] If I sell out The Roxy
[03:01.260] Can't nobody say that ain't a flex
[03:03.338] 4 tickets now
[03:04.477] Sweaty as shit
[03:05.407] **** it man we tried our best
[03:08.139] We sold that shit out (Let's ****ing go)
[03:11.167] Buzzerbeater I'm on stage in 15
[03:14.042] Hype as shit
[03:14.943] Dapping up Ovrkast
[03:16.375] Man that nigga just did his thing
[03:17.756] Razelle on his way to his laptop
[03:20.020] Shit, he introducing me
[03:21.696] Leave it all on the stage
[03:23.215] The stage
[03:23.758] The stage
[03:24.127] The stage
[03:24.709] I'm ****ing free
[03:26.100] Whole set
[03:26.595] I'm scanning the crowd
[03:27.880] Looking around for my family
[03:29.271] I always got a cousin pulling up
[03:31.470] But this might be the first show my brother see
[03:33.510] But I say that with no guarantee
[03:35.280] He don't even be with us on Christmas
[03:37.299] He been holding on by the skin of his teeth
[03:39.217] His presence the top of my wishlist
[03:41.259]
[03:44.960] Can we do one more, bruh?
[03:47.937] Y'all need to open that shit up one more time, bruh
[03:54.129] Moshpit
[03:55.529] Moshpit
[03:57.419] Moshpit
[03:59.656] Moshpit
[04:01.240]
[04:21.075] Check, check, check, one
[04:30.073] Thirteen, uh
[04:32.717] Thirteen years I planned my suicide
[04:34.866] Eighteen running on stages
[04:36.105] I'm feeling too alive
[04:37.263] My soul intertwined with these chords
[04:38.935] This shit was do or die
[04:39.921] Hardly hyperbolic I drew myself in a suit and tie
[04:42.733] Tale old as time that I'm telling
[04:44.121] Truly some family ties
[04:45.226] Suffering in silence guess I copied that too
[04:48.148] Wish I caught on but what could I do
[04:50.125] Now I'm a grown man and writing this letter to you, see
[04:53.092] The world don't know that I'm your impostor
[04:55.727] I'm even tryn' grow the dreads long as a Rasta
[04:58.282] And picked up a skateboard
[04:59.633] But more important
[05:00.830] I see through the characterization of you as a monster
[05:03.486] A fractured mind
[05:05.087] Was compromised
[05:06.016] And it's been that way since you could count to five
[05:08.632] But you a black child so they heard your cries
[05:11.274] Tried to stifle em and your pain went to back of mind
[05:13.841] Now it's easy to feel shame
[05:15.325] And you pass the time feeling super estranged
[05:17.780] Really you a mastermind
[05:18.980] I don't say that in vein my nigga I owe u my life
[05:21.750] So if I could your buy your freedom
[05:23.329] Nigga name me a price
[05:24.455] These days your absence the status quo
[05:27.122] And I can't begin to grasp what you undergo
[05:29.623] So when I saw you at the end of that Roxy show
[05:32.250] It was Christmas in July and I could touch the snow
[05:34.975] Feel me