[00:18.33]I watched the proverbial sunrise[00:21.48]Coming up over the Pacific and[00:24.90]You might think I'm losing my mind,[00:28.05]But I will shy away from the specifics...[00:30.42]'Cause I don't want you to know where I am[00:32.31]'Cause then you'll see my heart[00:40.17]In the saddest state it's ever been.[00:44.70]And this is no place to try and live my life.[00:50.67]Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.[00:53.22]See that line. I never should have crossed it.[00:57.21]Stop right there. I never should have said that[00:59.88]It's the very moment that I wish that I could take back.[01:06.42]I'm sorry for the person I became.[01:10.83]I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.[01:17.19]I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again[01:27.09]'Cause who I am hates who I've been.[01:29.04]Who I am hates who I've been.[01:29.52]And I talk to absolutely no one.[01:46.29]Couldn't keep to myself enough.[01:48.75]And the things bottled inside have finally begun[01:51.66]To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.[01:57.18]And I heard the reverberating footsteps[01:59.58]Sinking up to the beating of my heart,[02:03.33]And I was positive that unless I got myself together,[02:07.35]I would watch me fall apart.[02:10.80]And I can't let that happen again[02:15.78]‘Cause then you'll see my heart[02:18.81]In the saddest state it's ever been.[02:23.31]And this is no place to try and live my life.[02:32.34]I'm sorry for the person I became.[02:42.96]I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.[02:44.85]I'm ready to try never become that way again[02:52.71]'Cause who I am hates who I've been.[02:53.70]Who I am hates who I've been.