Alive - Young Harry.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Young Harry
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Young Harry
[00:15.000]Just got off a call with my mama
[00:16.700]I told her I miss her a lot
[00:18.800]Feel like giving up every ** second
[00:20.600]I gave it all I got
[00:22.460]This pain sitting here permanent
[00:24.000]Can't stop thinking about my pops
[00:26.100]** really hurt me
[00:26.900]It got to the point where it's urgent
[00:28.340]Just wanna feel alive
[00:31.800]Will I make it back home I don't know
[00:33.720]Imma make a hit song yea that fasho
[00:35.630]All these pills I pop made me turn bipolar
[00:38.050]Yea
[00:39.000]Don't like the man in the mirror when I'm sober
[00:41.200]It's hard for to see it
[00:42.134]Leave you the clues in these songs
[00:42.985]So you will read it
[00:44.100]Drum on the Glock and it's showing its cleavage
[00:45.940]I ain't never knew that dying was easy
[00:47.830]Living is harder turned to an artist
[00:49.456]I gotta go harder I just had 'em fiending
[00:51.000]For the ** I use to sell
[00:53.000]Demons after me they follow my trail
[00:54.750]My teacher use to tell me that I'm a failure
[00:56.590]Put on my brothers I couldn't be selfish
[00:58.600]I couldn't help it I broke the law
[00:59.900]I came from ** but I wanted it all
[01:02.000]Ashamed by the fact that I still gotta trap
[01:03.800]I'm missing my mama but can't seem to call her
[01:05.800]With pride Imma tell u I'm raised by a pimp
[01:07.660]Tell you bout the secrets that I done kept
[01:09.400]For so long
[01:10.300]Out here looking for help
[01:11.300]It's always the same ** they tell me
[01:12.470]Boy you gotta hold on
[01:14.067]I'm living life with no regrets
[01:15.526]Everybody left me my back was against the wall
[01:17.500]My sanity what they all questioned
[01:19.150]When I told 'em bout my dreams
[01:20.600]They said it's too large
[01:21.290]But ** 'em ** now I'm living it
[01:22.775]I put in work let this pain be my evidence
[01:25.100]All I wanted was a residence
[01:26.450]They shattered my heart all I got is the residue
[01:28.800]I gave you my all that's what's left in me
[01:30.700]Abusing these ** fill the emptiness
[01:32.387]It ain't nobody to call on
[01:34.260]Looking dumb keep refreshing these messages
[01:36.350]Putting my scars in these melodies
[01:37.830]All this work that I put in I'll blow one day
[01:39.500]I thought they was riding but they weren't
[01:41.300]** it I don't need nobody to hold my hands
[01:43.500]Just got off a call with my mama
[01:44.910]I told her I miss her a lot
[01:47.400]Feel like giving up every ** second
[01:49.180]I gave it all I got
[01:51.225]This pain sitting here permanent
[01:52.962]Can't stop thinking about my pops
[01:54.600]** really hurt me
[01:55.670]It got to the point where it's urgent
[01:56.800]Just wanna feel alive
[02:00.400]Will I make it back home I don't know
[02:02.140]Imma make a hit song yea that fasho
[02:04.130]All these pills I pop made me turn bipolar
[02:06.865]Yea
[02:07.700]Don't like the man in the mirror when I'm sober
[02:09.700]It's hard for to see it
[02:10.700]Leave you the clues in these songs
[02:11.774]So you will read it