[00:00.00] 作曲 : Christian[00:29.76]I was trying to look so hard[00:31.68]I was trying to find my way[00:35.19]I woke up sleeping[00:36.15]With green eyes, brown eyes[00:38.70]Get them away from me[00:41.58]There's nothing I will forget[00:45.09]There's nothing to forget[00:45.90]The empty mirror[00:52.47]I'll cut your face with a razor blade today[00:55.17]And I try to look so bad[00:57.06]To not fit in your world[01:05.19]My pretty face is going straight to hell[01:08.82]And I try to look so bad[01:10.47]To hurt my parents now[01:18.78]And heaven is the closest thing to hell[01:22.56]I'm walking these streets again[01:30.54]In fear of everyone[01:30.96]With the scary eyes[01:32.25]But it's too cold to be alone today[01:37.80]Oh, fine to take a broken dream[01:41.10]I'll tear my (?) on my jeans[01:44.49]And in the clubs[01:45.90]They all belong to me[01:49.17]And I try to look so bad[01:58.17]They check my social worth[01:58.65]Those fascist dogs,[01:59.16]Please get them away from me[02:02.88]And I try to look so bad[02:03.66]To feel good inside[02:13.20]And heaven is the closest thing to hell[02:16.59]And I try to look so bad[02:23.31]I try to look so bad[02:23.73]For a moment of true love[02:24.27]For a moment of true love[02:30.09]And I wanna be with you[02:38.94]But I don't know who you are[02:39.39]And heaven is[02:39.99]Heaven is the closest thing to hell