[00:00.00] I've spent about ten years tryna work on my craft[00:15.27]Tryna save this hip-hop bullshit and disperse of the trash[00:18.27]But all my nerves have just crashed, cuz all the verses[00:20.79]I've trashed[00:21.42]Were meant to benefit my future,[00:23.13]I'm uncertain it has[00:24.51]I rarely ever put something out to insert in your dash[00:27.60]Cuz as soon as[00:28.20]I became a brand my own purpose was smashed[00:30.78]I'm feelin' nervous in fact,[00:32.19]I got no urges to rap[00:34.08]I don't think my ****ing life can get more worthless than that[00:36.90]I see these ****ers blowing up, who never do got the proper game[00:40.56]****ers who ****ing suck,[00:41.94]Gucci and[00:42.54]Wacka Flocka[00:43.29]Flame ****ers who makin' bucks, someone tell me[00:45.93]I'm not insane[00:46.83]Cuz I feel the urge to run up on a ****ing ass nigga and rob his chain[00:50.25]Dang! I thought[00:51.39]I had it figured out[00:52.68]See I panic and[00:53.70]I pout, yo[00:54.48]I've had it man,[00:55.29]I'm out God damn it, this bullshit's a clout[00:57.36]I'm the baddest thing no doubt[00:58.89]But my madness is about to turn me manic 'til[01:01.47]I shout [Hook][01:03.27]How come the world is always quit to turn a back on me[01:07.77]Won't somebody tell me, you can go ahead, and fall asleep[01:13.32]I'll be in your dream[01:15.66]Maybe I'm the[01:16.41]Pillow Man, maybe[01:18.45]I'm the Pillow[01:19.26]Man I'll be in your dream[01:21.36]Maybe I'm the[01:21.60]Pillow Man, maybe[01:22.38]I'm the Pillow[01:23.19]Man I'll be in your dream [Verse 2][01:27.42]You all assume[01:28.02]I'm evil, but actually[01:29.55]I'm so nice[01:30.36]I've always been the lover boy like practically my whole life[01:33.42]Unhappy here with no wife, don't ask me[01:35.64]I don't know why[01:36.54]I'm livin' life without no type of strategy to go by[01:39.66]I knew a nigga who[01:40.68]I would go pick up when the day starts[01:42.84]A nigga who'd even like to watch me skate at the skate park[01:45.93]A nigga who[01:46.53]I was making out with up in the graveyard[01:48.99]The same mother****er who went and left my ass with a slayed heart[01:52.11]She cut it like an avocado, secretly hittin' clubs and poppin' bottles[01:56.25]Hanging with thugs and sucking a lots of dicks yo[01:58.74]The biggest slut from[01:59.70]Loveland Colorado[02:00.99]****ing a ho that's[02:02.07]Hopsin's motto my heart is vacant, you knock it's hollow[02:04.89]She met another guy who left a baby stuck inside[02:07.86]Her pussy then he just split and messed up her ****ing life[02:10.98]Now she hits me up and[02:12.24]I say, "Go suck a nut, goodbye "[02:14.13]All you sluts can die for wasting all my sacred love supply [Hook] [Verse 3 ][02:42.36]To live a decent life what all is it take[02:44.73]I tried and try to be the best but nothing falls in the place[02:47.91]And I'm a man but my struggle is gonna cause me to break[02:51.00]And just involve me to hate[02:52.56]I'm in a nauseous state[02:54.12]And shit it probably is fake but who's in control of it me or god[02:57.96]Is he the cause of why am[02:59.58]I here the reason's odd[03:01.08]I'm broke and need a job, for spending cheese on broads[03:04.20]But y'all don't see the flaws[03:05.46]I code it up to keep it raw[03:07.38]And mc's who's got the most talent in this whole planet[03:10.62]Don't ever get recognized when they **** at it[03:13.44]So they go back to the block hustlin' and **** addicts[03:16.65]Some bitches got the effect and some bitches don't have it[03:19.77]Yo I'm at my last tears cuz everytime[03:22.17]I think I'm not the matrix[03:23.64]I get sucked right back in[03:25.23]But man I'm hopin' things will change and the soul in me remains[03:28.71]Cuz the talent that[03:29.52]I've got is way too cold to be contained [Bridge][03:33.36]No, no What did[03:35.97]I do to deserve this?[03:39.60]No, no I don't even have a purpose[03:45.90]No, no What did[03:48.45]I do to deserve this?[03:52.23]No, no I don't even have a purpose [Hook ]