Her Last Words (sped up) - KyllianZ.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Martis Evans
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Martis Evans
[00:09.677]Just an average girl
[00:10.858]She always wore a smile
[00:12.018]She was cheerful and happy for a short while
[00:14.563]Now she is older
[00:15.547]Things are getting colder
[00:16.984]Life is not what she thought she wished someone had told her
[00:19.220]She told you she was down
[00:20.482]You let it slip by
[00:21.681]So from then on she kept it on the inside
[00:24.139]She told herself she was alright
[00:25.717]but she was telling white lies
[00:26.893]Can't you tell
[00:27.643]Look at her dull eyes
[00:29.021]Tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
[00:31.327]but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
[00:33.895]Summer came by
[00:34.724]all she wore was long sleeves
[00:36.285]Cause all her cuts on her wrists were bleeding through
[00:37.850]You see
[00:38.683]She knew she was depressed
[00:39.705]Didn't want to admit it
[00:40.967]Didn't think she fit in
[00:42.095]everyone seemed to miss it
[00:43.356]She carried on like a solider with a battle wound
[00:45.792]Bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
[00:48.150]She had no friends at school
[00:49.411]all alone she sat
[00:50.758]And if someone were to notice
[00:51.956]she would blame the cat
[00:53.063]But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake
[00:55.524]But no one cared enough to save her from this from this self hate
[00:57.876]Things are going down
[00:59.114]never really up
[01:00.484]And here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
[01:02.797]She knew exactly what she had to do next
[01:04.754]Just stand on that chair and tie the rope around her neck
[01:07.616]She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild
[01:09.513]"LOOK AT ME NOW ARE YOU PROUD OF YOUR PRECIOUS CHILD?！"
[01:12.677]But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame
[01:14.657]It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
[01:17.217]She stood up on the chair
[01:18.293]and looked out at the moon
[01:19.601]Just don't think, it'll all be over soon
[01:22.045]The chair fell down
[01:23.075]as she took her final breath
[01:24.607]It's all over, all gone
[01:25.697]now she's greeting death
[01:26.960]Her mom walks in
[01:27.831]She falls down to the floor
[01:29.256]And now nothing can take back what she just saw
[01:31.531]The little girl that she raised is just hanging there
[01:34.177]Her body is pale
[01:34.827]and her face is violently bare
[01:36.422]She sees the note and unfolds it with care
[01:38.634]All she does is stare
[01:39.849]"HOW CAN THIS BE FAIR?"
[01:41.374]She starts reading as the tears roll down her face
[01:43.524]"I'm sorry mom
[01:44.252]but the world is just not my place
[01:46.118]I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in
[01:48.503]I've come to realize this world is full of sin
[01:50.986]There's nothing for me here
[01:52.191]I'm just a waste of space
[01:53.523]I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race
[01:55.855]It's a disgrace
[01:57.140]I was misplaced
[01:58.271]Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place
[02:00.732]It's okay though
[02:01.682]cause you'll see me soon
[02:03.137]You'll know when your time has come
[02:04.251]just look at the moon
[02:05.635]As it shines bright
[02:06.849]throughout the night
[02:07.900]And remember everyone is facing their own fight
[02:10.292]But I can't deal with the pain
[02:11.870]I'm not a fighter
[02:12.760]You'll make it through the night
[02:13.992]Just hug your pillow tighter
[02:15.230]So let the world know that I died in vain
[02:17.598]Cause the world around me is the one to blame
[02:19.942]And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone
[02:22.179]Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on
[02:24.740]That's what they used to tell me
[02:25.976]All those kids at school
[02:27.049]So I'm going by the law majority rules
[02:29.478]My presence on this earth is not needed any longer
[02:32.024]And if anything
[02:33.169]I hope this makes you stronger
[02:34.608]You are the best friend
[02:35.645]That I EVER had
[02:37.030]Such a shame I had to make you so very sad
[02:39.267]Just remember that you meant everything to me
[02:41.687]And to my heart you are the only one that held the key
[02:43.973]Now it's time to go
[02:44.998]I'm running out of place to write
[02:46.384]And yes I lost my fight
[02:47.327]but please just hold on tight
[02:48.859]I'm watching over you from the clouds above
[02:51.203]and sending down the purest and the whitest dove
[02:53.695]To watching over you
[02:54.692]and be my helpful eye
[02:55.953]So this is it world
[02:57.599]Goodbye.”