[00:00.00] 作词 : Saul Williams[00:00.00] 作曲 : Saul Williams[00:00.00]I used to **** my pillow at night[00:04.99]The type of silent prayer to make myself prepare for the light[00:08.97]Me and my cousin[00:09.67]Duce would rank the girls between one and ten[00:13.62]And the highest number got to be my pillows pretend[00:16.87]Now I apologize to every high ranker[00:20.40]But you taught me how to dream and so[00:22.38]I also thank you[00:23.63]I never had the courage to approach you at school[00:27.42]We joked around a lot and[00:29.07]I know you thought[00:30.07]I dressed cool[00:31.42]But I was just coverin' up all the insecurities that came bubblin' up[00:38.22]My complexion had me stuck in an emotional rut[00:41.97]Like the time you flavor flaved me[00:44.27]And you played me "Yo chuck"[00:46.30]They say, "You're too black", man[00:49.00]I think I'm too black[00:50.00]Mom do you think[00:51.35]I'm too black?[00:52.55]I think I'm too black,[00:54.00]I think I'm too black[00:55.70]I think I'm too black, black, black, black, black[00:58.95]Back Stacey, they called me, "Black Stacey"[01:02.80]I never got to be myself 'cause to myself[01:05.75]I always was,[01:07.05]Black Stacey, in polka dots and[01:09.70]PaisleyA double goose and[01:12.75]Bally shoes, you thought it wouldn't phase me[01:15.55]I was black[01:16.45]Stacey the preachers' son from[01:19.45]HaitiWho rhymed a lot and always got the dance steps at the party[01:23.75]I was black[01:24.70]StaceyYou thought it wouldn't phase me, but it did 'cause[01:28.95]I was just a kid[01:31.10]I used to use bleachin' creme'[01:34.40]Til madame[01:35.40]C.J. Walker walked into my dreams[01:39.10]I dreamt of bein' white and complimented by you[01:42.85]But the only shiny black thing that you liked was my shoes[01:46.55]Now, I apologize for bottlin' up[01:50.50]All the little things you said that warped my head and my gut[01:54.70]Even though[01:56.00]I always told you not to[01:58.30]Brag about the fact that your great grand[02:01.80]Mother was raped by her slave master[02:04.95]Yeah, I became militant too[02:07.95]So it was clear on every level[02:10.55]I was blacker than you[02:12.20]I turned you on to[02:13.90]Malcolm X and[02:15.55]Assata Shakur in the three quarter elephant goose with the fur[02:20.10]I had the high top fade with the steps on the side[02:23.85]I had the two finger ring, rag top on the ride[02:27.40]I had the sheep skin, name[02:29.60]Belt, Lee suit,[02:31.15]Kangol, acid wash[02:33.45]Vasco, chicken and waffle[02:35.35]Back Stacey, they called me, "Black Stacey"[02:39.15]I never got to be myself 'cause to myself[02:42.10]I always was,[02:43.45]Black Stacey, in polka dots and[02:46.05]PaisleyA double goose and[02:49.00]Bally shoes, you thought it wouldn't phase me[02:51.90]I was black[02:52.75]Stacey the preachers' son from[02:55.75]HaitiWho rhymed a lot and always got the dance steps at the party[02:59.95]I was black[03:00.90]StaceyYou thought it wouldn't phase me, but it did 'cause[03:05.10]I was just a kid[03:06.70]Stic 'em, stic 'em[03:09.15]Stic 'em, stic 'em[03:11.75]They say, "I'm too black"[03:14.30]They say, "I'm too black"[03:16.80]Here we go[03:17.85]Now here's a little message for you, all you baller playa's got[03:22.05]Some insecurities too, that you could cover up, bling it up[03:26.40]Cash in and ching ching it up, hope no[03:29.45]One will bring it up, lock it down and string it up[03:33.70]Or you can share your essence with us, 'cause everything about you[03:38.25]Couldn't be rugged and ruff and even though you tote a[03:42.50]Glock and you're hot on the streets[03:45.30]If you dare to share your heart, we'll nod our heart to it's beat[03:49.65]And you should do that, if nothin' else, to prove that[03:53.60]A player like you could keep it honest and true[03:56.85]Don't mean to call your bluff but, mother****er that's what[04:00.70]I doYou got platinum chain then, son,[04:03.95]I'm probably talkin' to you[04:05.90]And you can call your gang, your posse and the rest of your crew[04:10.05]And while you're at it get them addicts and the indigent too[04:14.05]I plan to have a whole army by the time that[04:17.90]I'm through[04:18.80]To load their guns with songs they haven't sung[04:22.25]Like Back[04:23.25]Stacey, they called me, "Black Stacey"[04:27.10]I never got to be myself 'cause to myself[04:30.15]I always was,[04:31.45]Black Stacey, in polka dots and[04:34.05]PaisleyA double goose and[04:37.05]Bally shoes, you thought it wouldn't phase me[04:39.85]I was black[04:40.75]Stacey the preachers' son from[04:43.65]HaitiWho rhymed a lot and always got the dance steps at the party[04:47.85]I was black[04:48.80]StaceyYou thought it wouldn't phase me, but it did 'cause[04:53.00]I was just a kid[04:54.60]Back Stacey, they called me, "Black Stacey"[04:58.55]I never got to be myself 'cause to myself[05:01.60]I always was,[05:02.90]Black Stacey, they called me[05:05.40]Black Stacey[05:06.50]Aah Black[05:07.75]Stacey, ooh[05:09.05]Black Stacey[05:10.20]Move Black[05:11.45]Stacey, groove[05:12.75]Black Stacey[05:14.00]Shake Black[05:15.20]Stacey, make[05:16.50]Black Stacey[05:17.90]No not I