[00:00.00] 作词 : SMUZ[00:00.95] 作曲 : SMUZ[00:01.91]编曲:SMUZ[00:02.91]封面:studio 4c square R[00:07.75]when i finally tasted happiness[00:10.31]realized that sht i felt in the past[00:12.69]it’s no one’s fault[00:13.60]my ocean is never tranquil[00:14.94]always storm[00:16.37]now the water could be a mirror[00:17.99]reflecting who i am now[00:19.53]look at me what i am gonna be[00:21.21]deep inside the tripping beast broken feet[00:24.18]i walk into the bus sit in the back[00:26.48]looking down eyes no focus city lights[00:28.84]how can a living thing be so lost[00:30.93]on this planet just like me[00:32.71]rolling flame and lava around me[00:34.80]how could I even breath[00:36.30]how could I even blink and see[00:41.10]looking for reasons to stay alive[00:43.59]next day will the sunrise shine on me[00:48.15]looking for reasons to stay alive[00:51.74]next day will the sunrise shine on me[00:56.31]in one particular year[00:57.80]i almost couldn’t insist on existing[00:59.73]but there is strong persistence[01:01.63]thank to my self[01:02.95]the consciousness tell me something is waiting[01:05.39]the current situation is a cliff[01:07.51]people try to fall on purpose[01:09.47]this damn endless dangerous path[01:11.38]end how many people’s life for one time[01:13.71]it leads to a beautiful view that you’ve never seen[01:16.05]the happiness you’ve never taste[01:18.16]the love you’ve never sink[01:19.17]the moment you’ve never seize[01:20.91]a better man is made in this long run game[01:22.99]he never give up saved himself[01:25.64]and he finally wins[01:28.23]looking for reasons to stay alive[01:31.78]next day will the sunrise shine on me[01:36.28]looking for reasons to stay alive[01:39.88]next day will the sunrise shine on me[02:00.45]used to smile every time[02:02.39]I fake myself[02:03.31]pretend to be a happy child[02:05.34]but why these days I couldn’t even smile[02:08.34]I am the still figure in the painting[02:11.27]don’t wake me up[02:12.48]thoughts are created time is flying[02:14.08]struggles are daily breakfast[02:17.93]nothing’s perfect and pretty[02:19.59]maybe i am fuking crazy[02:21.43]but knowing my mind is clear and steady[02:23.60]need some guidance when im ready[02:25.60]patience is the best therapy[02:27.70]let me make it through 25 plz[02:32.68]looking for reasons to stay alive[02:35.69]next day the sunrise[02:37.90]will shine on me[02:40.52]looking for reasons to stay alive[02:43.57]next day the sunrise[02:46.15]will shine on me