[00:29.746] Pain inside my heart is let me know I'm still alive[00:33.157] Hate me or you love me either way I'm still gonna die[00:36.968] I knew this world was cold so to me it's no surprise[00:40.454] When I look around and see hell in disguise[00:44.242] All these people with me or against me can't decide[00:47.887] Smoking on this gas you smell me when I'm passing by[00:51.742] Call me kurt cobain with all this pain I let it fly[00:55.302] Posted in the rain I'm smoking flame look in my eyes[00:59.056] And you gon' see the truth and that shit hurts but I can't cry[01:02.670] They said I never make it I'm a proof that's a lie[01:06.305] I bet that they gonna miss me when I'm on the other side[01:10.140] They said I never make it and I really don't know why[01:13.691] They don't understand me I don't think they ever will[01:17.139] I'm just smoking on this ****[01:19.096] I ain't ****ing with no pills[01:20.911] Even when my body drop I guarantee I live on still[01:24.664] Music all that I got left[01:26.523] I don't have no time to rest[01:28.331] I've been burdened by regret[01:30.163] I've been posted with my set[01:31.986] All these rappers really shit[01:33.764] And I'm coming for they neck[01:35.691] I don't have a fear of death[01:37.573] I ain't worried 'bout what's next[01:39.365] Flexin' 'til my final breath[01:41.226] They ain't heard me go hard jet *****[02:12.976] Voices in my head they telling me to fade away[02:16.674] Don't know who I'm I haven't been myself for days[02:20.317] If heaven was real they wouldn't let me through the gate[02:24.006] I was nice before get the **** out on my way[02:27.529] **** with me before but now they ain't got shit to say[02:31.437] Tryna find the light but I'm trapped in the shade[02:35.072] Big ass play on my hip what you want like[02:38.799] And ass rappers every one of y'all are fun[02:42.461] Say you making moves but to me you looking stuck[02:46.123] Never felt love I honestly don't give a ****[02:49.855] I don't feel emotions there's a hole in my heart[02:53.497] ***** we ain't the same I'm a whole world apart yeah