[00:31.04]Leave you a note[00:33.17]Give you time to find growth and[00:35.32]And I [?] - I couldn't phone you[00:39.71]Hello I'm a mess[00:41.26]It's more than just stress yeah[00:43.17]I need you to tell me it's still for the best[00:46.92]Did we try hard enough, were we too quick to give up yeah[00:50.97]I question the things that made us corrupt and[00:54.73]I know I'm hard work but I minded you first[00:58.49]Now I need you beside me to just ease my hurt yeah[01:04.28]If I don't make it back again[01:06.58]Tell them I tried, I never wanted to leave like this[01:10.24]Can't quite imagine it fading away[01:17.50]You don't know the half of it[01:21.41]I doubt everything - all the signs that I just somehow missed[01:27.01]And I can't quite imagine it being okay[01:31.57]Was it just in my brain?[01:38.06]Cause I wasn't sure, I've never been too logical[01:45.96]And I couldn't tell if you wanted me to stop[01:49.01]Lock me away, give me time to save face yeah[01:53.10]I cringe when I think of how I behaved that day[01:57.21]Text you three times and not one reply[02:00.72]I'm a little bit nervous of what I might find[02:04.77]Maybe you've moved on, you seem so much stronger and new[02:09.98]Oh tell me how[02:14.54]If I don't make it back again[02:16.59]Tell them I tried, I never wanted to leave like this[02:20.59]Can't quite imagine it fading away[02:26.35]You don't know the half of it[02:31.76]I doubt everything - all the signs that I just somehow missed[02:38.03]And I can't quite imagine it being okay[02:41.88]Was it just in my [vocalising][02:58.95]No I'm glad you survived and you're doing alright[03:02.96]Was it too much to ask you to find me tonight[03:06.92]Ah cause I, can't quite imagine it being okay[03:13.07]And we made what we could of it then and it helped bring you back[03:18.78]The least you could do is say thank you for that[03:22.18]So that I, I manage to stop myself fading away