Habitual Pain (feat. Garren) - Phora/Garren.mp3

[00:14.44]Yeah
[00:15.14]Life ain't what is seems
[00:16.82]Lately, I've been so distracted
[00:18.39]I'm seein' these things in my dreams
[00:19.84]Don't know what it means
[00:20.96]Came up with killers and robbers
[00:22.24]And shootin' dice with the thieves
[00:23.87]I've sat with millionaires, rich and the wealthy
[00:25.88]And trust me, they ain't much different than the fiends
[00:27.96]Everyone bleeds
[00:29.04]I've seen the worst of the sinners,
[00:30.33]surrender and drop to their knees
[00:31.69]I gave my heart to the world and all
[00:34.34]he ever did was chew it up and spit it out
[00:35.76]I gave my soul for the fame now I
[00:37.30]walk around empty, that's all lever think about
[00:39.95]I gave the people I trusted the things
[00:41.66]that they needed, they turned on me and tried to hide
[00:43.95]Funny how people the closest and
[00:45.72]people we love always end up snakes in disguise
[00:48.03]They just don't know, no one understands me
[00:50.11]They said I couldn't, they said that I can't be
[00:51.72]Be what I want in this life and prosper my goals
[00:54.41]They starin', they laughin' right at me
[00:55.74]I feel ashamed, pictures they paint
[00:57.78]Lookin' me down and they spit on my name
[00:59.90]Habitual pain, a sinner, a saint
[01:02.02]Wonder if anybody feels the same
[01:04.19]Growing up all we ever knew was violence
[01:05.80]Growing up all we ever knew was pain
[01:07.86]Growing up people looked down on us, frowned on us, didn't see us as the same
[01:11.91]Growing up all we ever knew was single mothers strugglin' and fathers servin' bids
[01:15.89]Growing up all we ever saw was where they hate drugs, adaptin' to it as a kid
[01:19.87]How can you blame us for only
[01:21.37] repeatin' the cycle of all the things that we were taught?
[01:23.86]How can vou blame us for hatin' the
[01:25.47]system and blame us for sayin', "Mother**** the cops"?
[01:27.99]How can you blame us for takin' these drugs?
[01:29.91]Our addiction's the only way we can escape
[01:31.90]Escape from reality, feelin' so useless
[01:33.89]and feelin' like bein' born was a mistake
[01:35.85]Too much pain these days
[01:39.40]And I just wanna get away, ooh
[01:43.79]Drink until I get faded
[01:47.18]Might as well drink 'til I get faded
[01:50.82]ooh, ooh, yeah (Ooh)
[01:53.39]It's so long, I'm so numb, I can't feel it
[01:57.20]Is it right? Is it right wrong? I can't tell
[02:01.00]If I'm dead or alive or in Hell, yeah
[02:05.42]Man, I just wanna get away
[02:11.43] Ooh,ooh, ooh, oh, oh-oh, ooh-woah, oh,oh, woah-woah
[02:18.33] Ooh-ooh. ooh. ooh. woah. oh-oh