[00:00.000] 作词 : Asal Karimzadeh[00:01.000] 作曲 : Asal Karimzadeh[00:29.108]Yeah, aye[00:30.003]I miss my homies, haven’t seen them in like five years[00:32.774]Nine years, been taken with fake friends and shit i’m tired[00:35.863]This year i’m sitting by a tree, writing this nonsense[00:38.836]Screaming my lungs out, but all i’m hearing is the silence[00:42.295]Quiet, but in my head I hear sirens[00:44.851]Feel like i’m bleeding out my ears, my thoughts full of violence[00:47.841]The devil in me tryna get the **** out, but I hide it[00:50.933]Got a lot of fake b*****s who I hate but I “ride with”[00:54.053]I feel ****ing numb and I don’t know how to describe it[00:56.873]Don’t got nobody to tell my thoughts to so I write it[00:59.776]Keep it to myself cause ain’t nobody seen this side yet[01:02.713]Ain’t seen the side of me who got murder on her mind, yeah[Bridge][01:06.861]I swear ima die young[01:08.943]O.D. on some c*****e[01:11.936]Fill my lungs up til’ I fly up[01:14.102]Momma, if I die young, know that I got closure[01:14.446]I wish I knew right from wrong, I wish that I was sober[01:17.597]Cause mama I ain’t growing up, i’m getting older[01:20.084]I’m sweating but I swear everyday keep on getting colder[01:23.331]I just want to close my eyes and wait until it’s over[01:26.129]Ma, I wish I was stronger I wish that I was sober[Verse 2][01:29.793]Yeah, I miss my homies haven’t seen them in like five years[01:32.900]Nine years, been faking with a smile and shit im tired[01:35.898]Lost it, drowning in the smoke til’ i’m unconscious[01:38.829]B***d on my wrist so my heart beat is silent[01:42.041]Problem child[01:43.361]Quiet, ****ing violent[01:44.909]Feel like i’m bleeding out my ears, my thoughts full of violence[01:47.822]The devil in me tryna get the **** out, but I hide it[01:50.735]Got a lot of fake b*****s who I hate but I “ride with”[01:53.940]I’m ****ing numb, can’t speak my t***h so I just[01:56.829]Lied[01:57.850]Don’t got nobody to tell my thoughts to so I write it[01:59.828]Keep it to myself cause ain’t nobody seen this side yet[02:02.798]Ain’t seen the side of me who got murder on her mind, yeah[Outro][02:06.085]I been on this shit since 2000-1-4[02:09.447]Born with disappointment tatted on my torso