觉醒 The Awakening - toney.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : toney
[00:01.000] 作曲 : toney
[00:17.755]HOOK
[00:20.252]好似胜券在握
[00:23.501]又困惑能否兼得
[00:25.498]take it easy chill
[00:31.247]已经失去了这个选择
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[00:40.256]yeah he who ever thought it would happen after woke up from a dream realized something went different
[00:44.749]after that crush he was hyped motivated he was so up but as people get in he felt dejected and diffident
[00:53.747]让他不知所措的事情是否延续 之前会自豪展现烂表面但现在带着面具 成为自己鄙视的现状in that past博取同情然后把自己寄托到这感觉再陷进去 艰巨
[00:59.249]him the one who is afraid to approach refuse to do so want to stay low but the same time don't wanna her to go never let it go don't wanna hurt his soul
[01:03.753]only himself there like lock him in a cell think bout nothing else even though its selfish and he's goin to fail
[01:07.248]that kind of mind made him not fine hes conceited and think that its fine with a way that cant be applied
[01:12.252]But when something changed shes no more same as past  with the same name his fantasy faint impression taint he realize that hes late
[01:13.750]ey had a plan why did this happened
[01:16.001]WHY curses made an angle became sadden all of a sudden
[01:20.751]why at the same time all the situation around  became so wack and also why the continued pattern made me first wanted beggin
[01:22.748]Then just Treat Him Like A Frisbee
[01:24.998]depression led to anger that's why shes without pity
[01:27.506]tried but not the key term made me sicker i should diss it?
[01:29.250]but then it makes me weaker for bigger picture i missed it
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[01:31.758]好似胜券在握
[01:35.252]又困惑能否兼得
[01:37.248]take it easy chill
[01:39.757]已经失去这个选择
[01:44.249]想象里都是感情让我欣喜的构图
[01:46.500]好像可以依靠他
[01:54.257]最后还是没了希望
[01:55.997]
[01:58.751]Sometimes i think back and cant believe its true no no
[02:01.001]pretend not sad tell bad things to go go go go go
[02:05.506]but its useless when truth right in front i own none can only hide from the light which really like a freakin grunge
[02:07.749]its beautiful not mutual yeah i don't have a role in that place...
[02:09.999]At Least Its Different In That I Had A Lot More Hope Than Nowadays
[02:10.756]torture
[02:12.253]i want to let go but the feeling drags me
[02:12.751]说着说着
[02:14.504]they hit me and with no clue
[02:18.754]cant go through no proof always regret about the things i do and elude things that are true
[02:21.005]and cant do nothing when things exasperates me need to endure
[02:23.501]used to believe can wait for a better future without something to lose
[02:25.498]luckily turned back to normal
[02:27.752]when have moral no sorrow plant succeed seed
[02:29.749]he seized the chance and proved that he was ready to get it
[02:31.002]past won't happen again it's banned
[02:32.499]why he just ran and vanished
[02:34.753]used to the sense of loneliness and wanna stay?
[02:37.503]or feelings could be easily affected by outside factors so its not alike now.
[02:39.001]so pissed by myself at first why did
[02:40.256]i changed in such a short period of time
[02:42.507]restore the past by force didn't work man it's used to be my prime
[02:47.998]used to be even thrilling but now it's used to be a kid and it seemed to be dull and insipid listen just calm down take a sit and think a bit i will have a new life
[02:50.252]which it is for the past nightmares f it
[02:51.006]I am done
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[02:51.505]HOOK
[02:54.000]好似胜券在握
[02:55.997]又困惑能否兼得
[02:57.752]take it easy chill
[03:00.502]已经失去这个选择
[03:04.753]想象里都是感情让我欣喜的构图
[03:07.249]好像可以依靠他
[03:09.757]最后还是没了希望
[03:10.498]
[03:15.003]yeah he who never thought it would happened after woke up from a dream and realized sth went different
[03:19.497]after that crush he was hyped motivated he was so up but as people get in he felt dejected and diffident
[03:27.753]changed different reliance all over the time then wonder why did i depend my hope on others
[03:30.748]Being strike especially when all of them close ones can hit at my best spot
[03:33.000]break cocoon by more thought then know its my time for revenge
[03:38.451]no one can understand me only withstand with tonytone support my core sure its vanity but insanity til end of me better back off
[03:41.945]used to only head nod on talks like a bot trolled with no real thought without sought
[03:44.196]but that rot I am Independent now 只需要我自己单人 ay
[03:47.449]有需要追求的理想世界而需要逾越的山峰我为自己攀登
[03:51.942]又一个山坑 一层二层 三层 新的层会继续诞生 也会继续战争
[03:55.447]我内心的长征到达后会变成堪称那点起希望的蓝灯
[03:59.941]把患心魔的人点亮如果受伤害这种现象不必失望 its your time for revenge do your own thang 与世抗争
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[04:02.137]你们或许还是不会当真
[04:03.136]还是只会象征
[04:04.391]着做抚平不了我伤痕
[04:05.390]也或许原谅但
[04:06.642]绝对不是你们
[04:08.884]因为一定要离开虽然我的旁边只有一人
[04:10.636]有时会被扰乱心神
[04:13.389]但不会妥协 反正最后一定要跟他们永别
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[04:14.142]HOOK
[04:15.640]好似胜券在握
[04:18.892]又困惑能否兼得
[04:20.889]take it easy chill
[04:23.385]已经失去这个选择
[04:27.890]想象里都是感情让我欣喜的构图
[04:30.141]好像可以依靠他