[00:00.000] 作词 : Mike B Kim[00:01.000] 作曲 : Mike B Kim[00:11.520]I was 16 when the bell[00:14.020]on the phone rings[00:15.140]It's my homie from church an ex shit fien[00:17.940]A little older wore his[00:19.500]heart on his shoulder[00:20.810]A hiphop head so we[00:22.500]connected on the totem[00:23.620]Back then I'd kick verses[00:25.180]and he'd be on the shittiest[00:26.810]I wish he were around to[00:28.300]hear these verses that I wrote Him[00:29.990]Just to clear the air[00:31.170]confusion and misquotings[00:32.430]A good kid with black[00:33.980]clouds following his motions[00:35.540]Like hear ye hear ye[00:37.540]but they don't hear me[00:38.910]The headline I've read for[00:40.470]the tenth time its eerie[00:41.970]three dead including[00:43.160]Sunday school teacher[00:44.410]An ex shit fien[00:45.920]turned extroverted church leader[00:47.970]Is this realmy hairs[00:49.230]raised suddenly[00:50.670]I'm drowning in emotion[00:52.040]while s*ivers swim subtly[00:53.420]I read on[00:54.850]an affair that ends tragic[00:56.660]Teachers pleads for life[00:58.060]down the barrel of a magnum[00:59.930]Then point blank shot[01:01.110]dead together with his lover[01:02.490]Before the lovers hu**and[01:03.800]took his own life from him[01:05.540]My eyes turned red[01:06.660]welled up a watered gaze[01:08.490]From hurt fear and let[01:10.600]down in lots of ways[01:11.850]God Why would you[01:13.470]allow this if you save[01:14.710]When evil lurked within[01:15.830]why did my homie disobey[01:17.460]We got one life is it ok to be afraid[01:20.450]At least we got that option[01:22.130]stomping through this maze[01:24.830]Its ok to be afraid many[01:26.590]don't have that option that's[01:28.490]So we mourn today[01:29.800][01:33.040]Here one day then gone away[01:39.220][01:39.850]things will never be the same[01:43.780][01:59.540]I remember her[02:00.290]soft skin and her caress[02:02.290]The mistakes that I made[02:04.220]and her grace[02:05.840]when I confessed[02:07.090]Like politics me[02:08.340]and her it was complex[02:09.900]But all the stains[02:10.840]would wash away[02:11.650]each time our minds[02:12.640]Connect[02:13.270]We had history[02:14.270]old school like a cassette[02:15.270]Together we opened doors[02:16.200]explored she knew me best[02:17.950]I imagined us forever ever ever[02:19.630]But now I wish I never met her[02:22.570]Why won't this feeling letup[02:24.000]I can't forget her[02:25.250]staring at our empty bed[02:26.620]The silence is screaming at me[02:28.810]so I stay awake instead[02:30.120]And in the sheets there's[02:31.430]rooms for extra legs[02:32.990]On my phone no SMS[02:34.230]missed calls or messages[02:35.930]From tying the knot[02:37.600]o farewell goodbyes and[02:39.410]My stomach twisted up in[02:41.040]knots like Bear Grylls tied them[02:43.160]The start and end it comes full sphere[02:45.220]From the cradle to the grave[02:46.720]I wish you were here[02:48.210]Here one day t[02:50.520]hen gone away[02:51.830][02:53.210]things will never be the same[02:57.450][03:11.490]It's been a little while[03:12.990]since I seen your face[03:14.990]getting kinda hard to move on[03:17.280]But the pain is motivation[03:18.910][03:19.560]though its frustrating you[03:21.180]don't know what you have until it's gone[03:24.740]It's been a little while[03:25.980]since I seen your face[03:27.180]getting kinda hard to move on[03:29.050]But the pain is motivation[03:31.160]though its frustrating you[03:32.650]don't know what you have until it's gone[03:35.960][03:38.640]then gone away[03:40.250][03:41.010]then gone away[03:44.770][03:46.010]then gone away