[00:00.00] 作词 : Jack Rutter[00:01.00] 作曲 : Jack Rutter[00:09.35]More so than me[00:12.93]She knows my name[00:16.54]And more so than me[00:20.00]Understands this pain[00:24.09]I'm either too lost[00:27.22]Or not lost enough[00:30.65]I think I'm too smart[00:34.37]For this type of love[00:38.22]I wasn't sent off[00:41.63]But straight to the ground[00:44.79]And I know God best[00:48.42]As one with no crown[00:52.27]Don't know why the past affects me in this way[00:56.20]Don't know where I'll go if I leave here today[00:59.58]But I know my limits[01:01.33]and you're not the type to be fooling around in this way[01:06.23]No reason you're here but there's reasons to stay[01:09.99]Not as easy to know as it's easy to say[01:14.15]Cause to my family and my friends[01:16.48]I can't think of one thing that I gave[01:22.32]But more for me[01:26.44]And more for me[01:30.52]More for me[01:38.72]Aged fourteen, at midnight I hear voices from the kitchen[01:42.95]I let my feet follow the sound as I let my ears listen[01:46.73]I walk upstairs and at the kitchen table I can see[01:50.25]There God is sitting with the devil[01:51.93]Sharing drinks and old stories[01:54.05]The floorboard creaks[01:54.88] A red embarrassment floods all throughout God's face[01:57.78]He swears that it's not what it looks like[02:00.04]Then he swears he can explain[02:01.46]The Devil speaks[02:02.54]"Your God and I put all our differences to rest,[02:05.28]and a man's actions are his own,[02:07.53]But man will blame us nonetheless."[02:09.30]The Devil stands[02:10.20]He grabs his keys and straightens out a rusted crown[02:13.12]He tells me, "Hell is frozen over[02:14.90]Heaven burned down to the ground[02:17.01]And you have only got one life[02:19.04]So do with it what you would like[02:20.83]We solemnly apologize[02:22.56]but we won't be there when you die"[02:24.43]And I stand, cold and alone[02:26.59]In a body that won't move[02:29.29]Watching the eyes of these gods that I once knew[02:32.95]One pair looks down in a half-hearted lie[02:36.08]While the other looks straight into mine with a whole truth[02:40.38]Lacking the fear I've been told a god deserves[02:44.46]I say, "What good is a prayer that goes unheard?"[02:48.27]He says, "What hope could they find in a book,[02:51.82]If the book doesn't sell and the pages stay unturned?"[03:03.85]With a wink that Devil turns and exits the back door[03:06.88]And God is standing there in silence[03:08.79]with his eyes glued to the floor[03:10.55]And then he speaks[03:11.72]"I am no savior[03:12.58]But I give them what they need[03:14.51]And there has never been a dreamer who prefers reality[03:18.34]The war for truth is raging on[03:20.11]But it's not one you have to fight[03:22.25]And if it is the truth you want[03:23.95]Then it is hope you'll sacrifice[03:26.24]It's yours to choose[03:29.97]You can choose[03:34.41]This is not the way I am[03:36.12]This is just how I was raised[03:38.06]So let me make up my own mind[03:39.98]Let me map out my own way[03:42.14]And to the parents of the kids[03:43.95]whose tongues are in their throats[03:45.33]Because of tears that you will cry[03:47.24]if they don't stick to what they know[03:49.27]I'm sure you're giving it your best[03:51.05]And I am sure it takes a toll[03:53.02]But whether God-given or not[03:54.98]Our lives are not to be controlled[03:56.78]Just let us choose