INFJ-T - 樊宇镈.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : 樊宇镈
[00:00.997] 作曲 : 樊宇镈
[00:01.994] 编曲 : 樊宇镈
[00:02.992]Lyrics: Yubo Fan
[00:04.514]Songwriter: Yubo Fan
[00:06.918]Producer: Yubo Fan
[00:21.743]I hold the storm behind my spine
[00:24.269]Speak in smiles, but not in time
[00:26.598]I see too much, then turn away
[00:29.090]Not ‘cause I don’t care — it’s just my way
[00:31.544]I count the moments no one saw
[00:33.958]All the weight behind “I’m flawed”
[00:36.493]You laugh, and I laugh too
[00:38.470]But I was crying just out of view
[00:40.790]I write what I can’t speak
[00:43.388]Then fold the page again
[00:46.058]You think I’m distant
[00:48.354]But I’m just scared of “when”
[00:50.621]My thoughts run quiet
[00:51.828]But they scream inside
[00:53.704]And every time I vanish
[00:56.220]It’s 'cause I stayed too wide
[01:01.113]I almost said it
[01:02.765]But I swallowed the sound
[01:05.163]Almost asked for you
[01:07.975]But let the words drown
[01:10.263]I build my care in silence
[01:14.318]Hope someone sees
[01:16.732]I shrink into stillness
[01:18.516]And disappear with ease
[01:20.984]I fade into corners
[01:22.573]Where no one looks down
[01:24.953]I carry whole worlds
[01:27.617]But never make a sound
[01:30.130]I leave open doors
[01:32.203]Then lock myself out
[01:35.258]I wait for a moment
[01:37.437]But it never comes around
[01:41.066]I trace connection like a map
[01:43.257]But never take the last step back
[01:45.679]I help you heal, then leave unseen
[01:48.225]Make space for you, but not for me
[01:50.664]I wear reflection like a skin
[01:53.227]You speak — I feel it deep within
[01:55.664]And when you leave without a sign
[01:57.788]I never ask, I just call it “fine”
[02:00.411]It’s not that I don’t feel
[02:02.757]It’s that I feel too long
[02:05.199]While you move on
[02:07.553]I replay where I went wrong
[02:10.230]I give too soft
[02:11.995]And break too late
[02:14.905]They call me kind
[02:17.108]But I just hesitate
[02:20.405]I almost said it
[02:21.925]But I swallowed the sound
[02:24.475]Almost asked for you
[02:27.115]But let the words drown
[02:29.388]I build my care in silence
[02:33.541]Hope someone sees
[02:35.699]I shrink into stillness
[02:38.031]And disappear with ease
[02:40.149]I fade into corners
[02:42.029]Where no one looks down
[02:44.230]I carry whole worlds
[02:46.774]But never make a sound
[02:49.226]I leave open doors
[02:51.252]Then lock myself out
[02:54.427]I wait for a moment
[02:56.603]But it never comes around
[03:00.612]I don’t need loud love
[03:02.811]I just need to be kept
[03:05.210]Even when I’m quiet
[03:07.430]Even when I’ve left
[03:09.885]I want to be held
[03:11.736]Without being told
[03:15.156]That I’m “too much”
[03:17.656]For someone to hold
[03:19.782]I almost said it
[03:21.377]But I swallowed the sound
[03:23.888]Carried the hope
[03:26.337]But never wrote it down
[03:28.787]I care in silence
[03:31.499]That’s all I know
[03:33.851]And every time I disappear
[03:36.550]It's how I show
[03:39.588]I almost stayed
[03:41.195]But I stepped back slow
[03:43.577]I almost asked
[03:46.377]But I let it go
[03:48.504]I’m not cold
[03:51.359]I’m just too deep
[03:53.663]To say the things
[03:56.262]I always keep in real
[03:59.278]I keep in touch
[04:01.883]I keep in feel
[04:04.116]I keep in deep
[04:06.659]I keep in heal
[04:09.042]I keep in touch
[04:11.462]I keep in feel
[04:13.940]I keep in deep
[04:16.457]I keep in heal