Dysmorphia, Dysphoria - YCK.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Y C K
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Y C K
[00:15.498]When you hide yourself well that’s much too apparent
[00:17.659]You still craft lies that you’re gonna tell your parents
[00:19.707]Some of us don’t got those or a guardian
[00:21.620]Boutta couch surf after late nights partying
[00:23.773]Triple digits heat but then you putting on a sweater
[00:25.582]You ain’t aiming to be seen
[00:26.434]You’re pulling strings and pulling levers
[00:27.550]Image that you got of yourself has become distorted
[00:29.572]And the tricks to get a fix at this point is just unrewarding
[00:31.368]Where does the king of loneliness reside?
[00:33.451]You’re too insistent, why you keep us mystified?
[00:35.448]You aren’t ever like this
[00:36.530]Tell me what’s gotten into you?
[00:37.750]Said it wouldn’t stop bruising purple with a hint of blue
[00:39.813]Prepping the seclusion of your crushing insecurities
[00:41.494]They’re hidden down below and there ain’t nothing no emergency
[00:43.663]Wouldn’t wish this even on the worst people
[00:45.751]Your own North Star’s settled as a church steeple
[00:47.320]
[00:47.537]When you despise your own appearance
[00:51.308]And you hate the looks you get
[00:54.311]Stumble through in the interference
[00:58.584]And you’re convinced you should be dead
[01:03.215]I’m wholeheartedly stuck to a resolution of my new love
[01:12.298]Dysmorphia, dysphoria
[01:16.313]In memoriam, euphoria
[01:19.715]
[01:20.476]These cosmetic procedures are becoming so popular with teens,
[01:23.952]plastic surgeons have coined a new syndrome for it: “Snapchat Dysmorphia”
[01:28.381]with young patients wanting surgeries
[01:30.003]so they can look more like they do in filtered selfies
[01:32.797]
[01:35.639]What you sniff through a straw won’t free you
[01:37.177]From the setbacks or a place where you’ll be used
[01:39.260]Then you move too impulsive, too spontaneous
[01:41.640]Your departure’s extemporaneous
[01:43.782]You don’t wanna feel again, why’d anybody want to?
[01:45.809]What you’re going through’s involuntary dangerous impromptu
[01:47.750]For the monochromatic induction tension will cut through the cadence
[01:49.612]No longer wait for disruption sleeping but that ain’t abeyance
[01:51.660]Capricious notions, atmospheric rivers
[01:53.629]Flashback to then, you’ve come to fear the winter
[01:55.592]It must be the coldest it has ever been recorded
[01:57.565]Wanna shrink into yourself
[01:58.510]It’s like your body’s been contorted
[01:59.598]When you’ve skipped another meal and starving but ignore the appetite
[02:01.621]You’ve gotten a suspicion, nothing’s ever gonna happen right
[02:03.618]Self-desertion is the easy option
[02:05.601]No results emerging so remove the caution
[02:07.418]
[02:07.613]When you despise your own appearance
[02:10.931]And you hate the looks you get
[02:15.252]Stumble through in the interference
[02:18.752]And you’re convinced you should be dead
[02:22.682]I’m wholeheartedly stuck to a resolution of my new love
[02:32.239]Dysmorphia, dysphoria
[02:36.474]In memoriam, euphoria