[00:08.58]Early in the morning I still get a little bit nervous[00:16.80]Fighting my anxiety constantly I try to control it[00:25.47]Even when I know it's been forever[00:28.17]I can still feel the spin[00:33.72]Hurts when I remember and[00:35.70]I never wanna feel it again[00:42.18]Don't know if you get it 'cause[00:44.16]I can't express how thankful I am[00:50.52]That you were always with me when[00:52.53]It hurts I know that you understand[00:57.99]I don't wanna lose control[00:59.49]Nothing I can do anymore[01:15.33]Trying every day when I hold my breath[01:18.90]Spinning out in space pressing on my chest[01:23.31]I don't wanna lose control[01:32.64]Sometimes I still think it's coming but I know it's not[01:41.16]Trying to breathe in and then out but the air gets caught[01:45.30]'Cause even though I'm older now and[01:51.81]I know how to shake off the past[01:57.96]I wouldn't have made it if[01:59.94]I didn't have you holding my hand[02:05.37]I don't wanna lose control[02:13.71]Nothing I can do anymore[02:22.71]Trying every day when I hold my breath[02:26.28]Spinning out in space pressing on my chest[02:30.69]I don't wanna lose control[02:40.44]I need you to know I would[02:42.39]Never be this strong without you[02:45.06]You've seen how I've grown you took all my doubt[02:48.30]'Cause you were home[03:00.09]I don't wanna lose control[03:04.08]There's nothing I can do anymore[03:12.78]I don't wanna lose control[03:13.95]Nothing I can do anymore anymore anymore[03:30.09]Trying every day when I hold my breath[03:34.26]Spinning out in space pressing on my chest[03:38.10]I don't wanna lose control