[00:00.000] 作词 : 比格[00:01.000] 作曲 : 比格[00:17.650]编曲/制作:比格[00:18.150]I feel complicated[00:22.151]It's like a stone on my chest[00:26.650]I see love in his eyes,[00:29.400]the thing that dosen't belong to me[00:34.901]My head is spinning[00:38.901]Try to distract attention[00:44.651]Put on the headphone and play my favorite song[00:50.151]It doesn't help[00:55.151][00:54.968][00:55.401]They are in love[00:58.093]The truest love[01:00.343]And my heart is still saved for[01:03.844]someone I don't know[01:08.592]But who would save it for me?[01:11.343][01:11.148][01:11.593]Why I'm growing up so slowly[01:16.093]but getting older so fast?[01:20.594]I haven't learned how to love[01:25.343]But I've become so scared[01:29.093][01:29.399][01:29.593]I think I'm just an autistic children[01:33.842]And sometimes I think I'm out of fashion[01:40.343]I've tried to change my style[01:42.790]When facing the people I like,[01:45.288]my inferiority can not be hide[01:48.790][01:49.837][01:49.790]So I lock myself in my room[01:52.040]Swear never to be disgraced[01:54.288]It makes me feel so good[01:56.790]so relaxed,so safe[01:58.789]But those embarrassing[02:00.539]moments play again and again in my mind[02:05.039]I almost can't breathe[02:07.040][02:06.587][02:07.290]Why I'm growing up so slowly[02:11.540]but getting older so fast?[02:16.039]I haven't learned how to love[02:20.790]But I've become so scared[02:26.540][02:26.836][02:27.039]The world is full of lie[02:30.540]I'm at risk of falling into the hunter's trap[02:35.790]It's so funny that those people like me is still longing for love[02:43.539]But life seem so hard[02:48.289]And love seems so far[03:02.289][03:01.836][03:02.540]Why am I growing up so slowly[03:06.791]but getting older so fast?[03:11.539]I haven't learned how to love[03:16.040]But I've become so scared[03:20.789][03:21.040]Why am I growing up so slowly[03:25.290]but getting older so fast?[03:30.039]I haven't learned how to love[03:34.539]But I've become so scared