[01:09.93]My darkest fears have become a frightening truth[01:43.83]And the wounds are hidden so you cannot feel the pain[01:47.43]For I have chosen the path of misery and sorrow[01:57.42]And my skin will continue to wither and decay[01:58.44]Happiness - where are you?[02:21.81]Will this grief be swept away?[02:23.70]This madness must stop or this world[03:05.88]I'll depart[03:08.85]As reality blends into horrific dreams[03:13.98]My departure from[03:14.40]Earth is getting near[03:14.79]And as I approach death,[03:15.36]I'll show no fear[03:24.27]I need you here to ease this pain[03:25.89]For I fear it shall never dissipate[03:57.39]Yet you are so far away and the blood continues to flow[06:10.50]I felt your warmth -[06:18.09]I can't touch your skin[06:25.62]Remembering, as the knife caresses my flesh[06:39.24]And I summon forth suffering and despair[06:41.16]Yet it is something[06:46.95]I do not wish to do[06:47.34]My blood absorbs the poisons[06:54.09]Drugged, confused - the walls enclose around me[06:55.05]My mind is so high - my spirit continues to fall[07:01.35]And the anguish recedes as life slips away[07:25.59]Breathless,[07:38.64]I beckon eternal sleep[07:39.15]For I shall live no more to be with you[07:39.87]As I see your fate appear through the mist