[00:00.000] 作曲 : Kidwild/GW/EVÎN[00:01.000] 制作人 : GW/EVÎN[00:02.000] 作词 : Kidwild[00:16.461]{verse}[00:33.582]I ain't seen pops in a minute[00:35.966]I feel like a part of me missin'[00:37.668]The part that i never had[00:39.234]Why you think i started sinnin'[00:40.800]Mom tellin' me that i gotta go rekindle[00:42.809]I'm findin' it hard to go listen[00:44.499]'cah i'm like[00:46.130]If it's not broken, why would i fix it[00:47.854]Dad had an idea, momzy pitched it[00:50.232]Like, look, he is in prison[00:51.833](?...)[00:53.457](?...)[00:54.406]'cah they tellin' me things[00:56.875]But they all thinkin' different[00:58.517]I'm young, ain't into forgivin'[01:00.396]Got not love left, i've reached my limit[01:02.264]And i don't react for no reason[01:03.932]It's all cause and effect[01:06.069]I was showin' them love, never got none back[01:08.399]So my heart on e, emotional debt[01:09.465]At age 15, emotional wreck[01:11.539]I was famous[01:12.529]Overthinkin', i was lost in my head[01:14.117]Let me tell you why[01:15.534]Dealin' with pressure the whole of my life[01:17.096]They call me potential i gotta live up to[01:18.166]Ain't it easy when the limit the sky[01:20.742]High, i was smokin' weed tryna' clear my mind[01:22.430]Every dream i had lost my side[01:26.203]When you live in the dark, you can't see light[01:28.026]But trust, i know about life[01:29.932]I know about struggle, i know about strike[01:31.842]I know about being a person[01:33.374]Everyone wanna be, but i just wanna be them[01:35.806]Every summer, got shit in the end[01:37.933](?...)[01:39.451]Now you see why man ain't got friends[01:41.379]Imagine being center of attention[01:43.138]And someone's tryna' get your attention[01:44.894]Half of their life (?...)[01:46.605]Ain't wanna get to know me, no incentive[01:49.010]I was callin' your phone[01:50.127]Never got no reception[01:51.606]Only pic that i got of us[01:52.991]Is me in reception[01:55.306]Now man wanna know me[01:56.638]I should be makin' exceptions[01:58.034]The tables turnt, but this ain't redemption[01:59.377]Is it a crime if i say i was glad he was sentenced[02:03.330]'cah now, we can sit and reflect it[02:04.930]And i done the same, so we get to connectin'[02:06.166]'cah i'm learnin' to be forgiven[02:09.977]When momzy speak, i listen[02:11.797]She sat me down, said, "life's too short, shouldn't be holdin' distance"[02:15.283]I got a (?...)[02:17.076]Act like they never existed[02:18.499]But when she told me that[02:20.015]Just know that my mindset shifted[02:23.052][02:24.422]{outro}[02:25.979](i've been thinkin')[02:27.255](why do i overthink things?)[02:27.839](what if they actually (?...))[02:30.535](i can't see what they're thinkin')[02:31.445](great minds, (?...))[02:33.054](are you thinkin' what i'm thinkin'?)[02:33.790](snake me in front of my face)[02:34.619](with the 2 eyes that i blink with)[02:36.248](i need some space, so i might get)