[00:00.000] 作词 : Lil Now[00:01.000] 作曲 : Lil Now[00:20.430]混音: AbsurdStudio[00:20.640]无形的压力一直压着我快喘不过气[00:22.920]没勇气面对未来我只想要逃[00:25.560]虽然这种行为甚至会被自己唾弃[00:27.960]但那仅存的希望我都看不到[00:30.630]我曾以为我什么都办得到[00:32.670]可面对现实我才发现只是看的少[00:36.270]mama saidi'm her proud[00:37.770]but i might let her down[00:40.140]i might just let her down[00:40.650]无形的压力一直压着我快喘不过气[00:43.080]没勇气面对未来我只想要逃[00:45.750]虽然这种行为甚至会被自己唾弃[00:48.120]但那仅存的希望我都看不到[00:50.850]我曾以为我什么都办得到[00:52.830]可面对现实我才发现只是看的少[00:56.520]mama saidi'm her proud[00:57.960]but i might let her down[00:59.280]i might just let her down[01:00.930]思考未来只会让我变得焦虑[01:03.150]所以我懦弱的选择逃避[01:05.070]寒冷的夜晚不甘的泪水混着暴雨[01:07.590]之前的 LilNow你在哪里我找不到你[01:10.110]还得继续遭遇更多情感交替[01:12.630]只有这样我才能够明白更多道理[01:16.410]失去了来自父母的包庇[01:18.330]我还能够做什么说到底[01:21.270]可能我最近只是觉得有点累[01:23.880]但为什么总不自觉的流眼泪[01:26.310]我也不想要变得这么颓废[01:28.470]但现实它不留情的它反复将我碾碎[01:31.590]反而现在已经让我麻木[01:33.390]我想要往前走却再也没有力气踏步[01:36.090]往后看是悬崖根本没有退路[01:38.430]从什么时候开始入睡得借助褪黑素[01:41.310]我向未来望去但是却看到一片空虚[01:43.770]它让我感到迷茫有时还我感到恐惧[01:46.380]曾隐约看到一束光芒我拼命的朝它冲去[01:48.900]但黑暗迅速笼罩压抑在空气中变得浓郁[01:51.390]这屏障坚硬无比不管我怎么去用力[01:53.940]无论我走到哪都逃脱不出它的通缉[01:56.520]重新把我内心封闭[01:58.830]我已经失去了再次抬头的勇气[02:01.860]where do i belong where should i go[02:03.960]give me a respond how do i know[02:06.990]yeah i really need something to die for[02:09.420]or someone that could make me to rely on[02:11.970]what can i catch maybe nothing[02:13.920]no matter how hard i been trying[02:15.900]idon't wanna lie[02:17.070]you can see numb in my eyes[02:18.900]if it keeping like this i rather die[02:21.930]无形的压力一直压着我快喘不过气[02:24.150]没勇气面对未来我只想要逃[02:26.790]虽然这种行为甚至会被自己唾弃[02:29.190]但那仅存的希望我都看不到[02:31.860]我曾以为我什么都办得到[02:33.900]可面对现实我才发现只是看的少[02:37.560]mama saidi'm her proud[02:39.030]but i might let her down[02:40.350]i might just let her down[02:42.000]思考未来只会让我变得焦虑[02:44.190]所以我懦弱的选择逃避[02:46.110]寒冷的夜晚不甘的泪水混着暴雨[02:48.630]之前的 LilNow你在哪里我找不到你[02:51.150]还得继续遭遇更多情感交替[02:53.670]只有这样我才能够明白更多道理[02:57.480]失去了来自父母的包庇[02:59.370]我还能够做什么说到底