[00:00.000] 作词 : Carter, Shawn C. / Harmon, Leslie Jerome[00:01.000] 作曲 : Carter, Shawn C. / Harmon, Leslie Jerome[00:04.670]Let's do this for these babies[00:22.180]Mercedes truck shit[00:25.350]Houses on acres[00:26.500]Blatantly ballin' on HD[00:29.400]Y'all need to step up y'all AV[00:32.260]Life changed again I was already taking off[00:36.140]My flight changed again[00:37.660]Slight change of winds[00:39.560]It's barely 12 noon[00:41.900]And my wife changed again[00:43.200]Baby needs Pampers[00:44.730]Daddy needs at least three weeks in the Hamptons[00:49.170]Please don't judge me, only hugged the block[00:53.480]I thought my daddy didn't love me[00:55.040]My baby getting chubby[00:56.120]Cue that Stevie Wonder music, aww isn't she lovely[01:00.490]Now I'm staring at praying that things don't get ugly[01:03.200]And I'm stuck in that old cycle[01:04.970]Like wife leaves hubby[01:06.330]**** joint custody[01:07.580]I need a joint right now[01:10.400]Just the thought alone ****s with me[01:12.080][01:12.390]High on life[01:13.590]I could die from the fall[01:15.890]Imagine if I hit the floor[01:17.580]Apologies in order[01:18.490]To Blue Ivy my daughter[01:19.940]If it was up to me[01:21.140]You would be with me[01:22.290]Sort of like daddy dearest[01:24.150][01:26.600]I dream filthy my mom and pops mixed me with Jamaican Rum[01:44.710]and whiskey What a set off[01:46.760]And I know I'm not perfect baby[01:48.850]I been through so much trauma[01:51.410]It gonna be hard to reverse it[01:53.310]With some doctors and some nurses maybe[01:54.970]Teach me on how to treat a lady[01:56.910]Open doors on the 'Cedes[01:58.310]This relationship shit is complicated[02:00.070]All I know is we ain't speaking everyday[02:02.900]I ****ing hate it[02:04.010]I don't wanna duplicate it[02:05.660]I seen my mom and pop drive each other ****in' crazy[02:09.910]And I got that b***h blood in me[02:12.190]I got his ego and his temper[02:13.740]All is missing is the drugs in me[02:15.740][02:18.530]High on life[02:19.830]I could die from the fall[02:20.380]Imagine if I hit the floor[02:21.180]Apologies in order[02:22.330]To Blue Ivy my daughter[02:23.770]If it was up to me[02:25.090]You would be with me[02:26.180]Sort of like daddy dearest[02:29.050][02:30.090]Father never taught me how to be a father[02:51.700]Treated mother I don't wanna have to just repeat another leave another[02:54.960]Baby with no daddy want no mama drama I just wanna[02:57.950]Take her back to a time when[02:59.560]Everything was calmer[03:00.710]Out in Paris on a terrace[03:01.960]Watching the Eiffel Tower[03:03.230]And a Ferris wheel yet and still[03:04.480]Nothing could prepare us[03:06.080]For the beauty that you be Blue be[03:07.790]Looking in your eyes is like a mirror[03:10.430]Have to face my fears[03:12.000]Cheer up[03:12.690]Why could you just be happy[03:14.540]Without these back and forth thoughts[03:16.010]You too much like your daddy[03:17.570]Badly I just wanna spent more time with him[03:20.260]Sadly life wouldn't let me get around with him[03:22.720]Now I got my own daughter[03:25.310]Taught her how to take her first steps[03:26.310]Cut the cord watch her take her first breath[03:28.010]And I'm trying and I'm lying if I said I wasn't scared[03:32.370]Apologies in order[03:37.340]To Blue Ivy my daughter[03:37.840]If it was up to me[03:38.880]You would be with me[03:39.790]But in life and death[03:43.290]