Solanine - Rav.mp3

[00:00.00] 作曲 : Ravil Melling
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[00:01.61] When I'm lucid I wish to lose id, instead I lose it.
[00:04.14] Self consumed, in my room pursuing music.
[00:06.60] Momma asking"Where the fruits is? Why are you useless?
[00:09.42] Why are you clueless about the world, Rav, your room stinks!"
[00:12.40] She thinks I don't give two shits.
[00:13.70] Truth is, she might be right.
[00:15.45] I fail to see the light in both gold and family pride.
[00:18.17] Am I the cather in the rye? Batshit in disguise?
[00:20.76] Tossed reality for an imaginable life?
[00:23.15] Bout to be kicked out the house, get detached from paradise.
[00:25.91] Only recognize this then, mirror shows a parasite.
[00:28.63] What a shifty pair of eyes.
[00:30.08] In this shifting paradigm.
[00:31.45] I ain't shit, apparently
[00:32.82] parents think that I don't try.
[00:34.19] Tried to fight the system, bound to play into its hands, man.
[00:36.79] They say stay grounded, but the floor is lava for the madman.
[00:39.74] Upside down approach, in the lava doing handstands.
[00:42.78] Probably ain't no different, just a bad plan.
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[00:45.51] (This is what it feels like)
[00:46.48] This is what real life feels like.
[00:48.26] (This is what it feels like)
[00:51.02] (This is what it feels like)
[00:51.85] Whenever you feel nice, realize.
[00:53.81] (This is what it feels like)
[00:57.05] Yo, I gotta take advice.
[00:59.03] There's a demon lurking in this town.
[01:00.65] I gotta jump the rail of life
[01:02.12] (This is what it feels like)
[01:03.12] This is what real life feels like.
[01:04.93] (This is what it feels like)
[01:05.79] Yup, this is what real life feels like.
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[01:07.94] See, this is what it feels like
[01:10.02] When nobody looking for you, but you still hide
[01:12.94] When you been kicked your habits like the pill life.
[01:15.21] Took that monkey off your back but it still bites.
[01:18.17] Will I ever get anywhere but right here?
[01:21.09] Chasing happiness but never getting quite near.
[01:23.92] Every waking moment most vivid of nightmares.
[01:26.22] I'm weird, **** it. I'll admit it, man, I care.
[01:29.43] And they say he was a thug.
[01:30.54] I never knew my dad.
[01:32.20] When my mom looks at me, what it is she looking at.
[01:34.95] Ever since I got kicked out of school for cooking crack.
[01:37.14] Then pushing crack, I wonder if she sees me as my crooked dad.
[01:40.29] I've ****ed up too many times, and I still might.
[01:43.19] Tried to kill myself and failed, still don't feel alive.
[01:45.65] Grasping at straws in the dark with no real light.
[01:48.31] I ain't feeling great.
[01:49.33] This is what real life feels like.
[01:51.35] Right?
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[01:52.19] (This is what it feels like)
[01:52.90] This is what real life feels like.
[01:54.94] (This is what it feels like)
[01:57.34] (This is what it feels like)
[01:58.11] Whenever you feel nice, realize.
[01:59.95] (This is what it feels like)
[02:03.18] Yo, I gotta take advice.
[02:05.27] There's a demon lurking in this town.
[02:07.39] I gotta jump the rail of life
[02:08.34] (This is what it feels like)
[02:09.25] This is what real life feels like.
[02:11.05] (This is what it feels like)
[02:11.66] Yup, this is what real life feels like.