[00:00.000] 作曲 : Catrin Hopkins/Shaun Canning[00:00.316] I know it's not supposed to be easy[00:04.136] But is it meant to be this bad?[00:08.438] When I speak to my friends and family[00:11.214] I feel stupid 'cause I gave you everything that I had[00:16.182] I shouldn't have adapted[00:18.604] I should've got out when I saw you the way that you are[00:24.300] Surround yourself with bad men[00:26.654] Cry when you become one[00:28.682] Shouldn't but still can't let myself hate you yet[00:33.537] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet[00:41.630] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet[00:49.457] And I know that I should be[00:51.628] We've never been good but[00:53.676] Still I can't let myself hate you yet[00:57.617] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet[01:04.605] I can't bear a minute of silence[01:08.354] You kept me in them when you got mad[01:12.361] You made me sit and listen to my mind[01:15.040] When I told you it was heavy for me most of the time[01:19.294] No I shouldn't have adapted[01:22.698] I should've got out when I saw you the way that you are[01:28.505] Surround yourself with bad men[01:30.655] Cry when you become one[01:32.675] Shouldn't but still can't let myself hate you yet[01:37.657] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet[01:45.630] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet[01:53.373] And I know that I should be[01:55.558] We've never been good but[01:57.580] Still I can't let myself hate you yet[02:01.608] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet[02:11.320] But I wish I did[02:12.677] I let you chain me with a disrespect I wouldn't even treat my enemies with[02:19.461] And the worst part is[02:20.898] I let you tell me that you love me now I compare everybody to whatever this is[02:27.340] 'Cause you said you were trying[02:29.330] And I always been naive[02:31.400] I took your word because that's what I'm meant to do[02:35.352] Now I have to be kind[02:37.377] And I have to be nice[02:39.301] 'Cause I can't let myself hate you yet[02:43.581] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet[02:51.598] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet[02:59.405] And I know that I should be[03:01.577] We've never been good but[03:03.585] Still I can't let myself hate you yet[03:07.554] I, I, I really can't let myself hate you yet