burdens - blackwinterwells/Nidia.mp3

[00:00.000] 作曲 : Madeline Winter
[00:03.985][Intro: nidia] Keep me locked away, just like food when I'm on Adderall
[00:07.032]Kick me in my face, it's okay, I'm not mad at all
[00:11.250]Cuz truth be told I deserve it, truth be told, all the scars, I earned it
[00:15.642]And my stomach hurting, walk through life, head low I'm a burden
[00:18.653][Hook: nidia] Like shit, how you do me like that?
[00:20.568]Walk through life got a knife in my back
[00:23.019]And I'm dressed all black, fightin' for my life 'til my lifeline flat
[00:26.373]Needing things my soul is starvin', pray for my body my soul departed
[00:29.825]Can't see my face my scars alarming, like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?
[00:33.745]Feel my pain from my arms to my legs in my vessel
[00:35.406]When I was a kid, they said Aidin you'll be special
[00:37.946]And I don't like to wrestle, scrape from my rings when I grip onto metal
[00:41.667]Aimin' straight at my mental, pullin' that trigger shit ain't accidental
[00:45.442]And my life is a symbol, someone in life won't want meet that potential
[00:48.990][Verse 1: nidia] Shit, and my real name Aidin, there's luck in this life, you just gotta create it
[00:52.827]But God plays favorites, Lord oh Lord I'm not your favorite
[00:55.873]Lord oh Lord I'm not your favorite
[00:57.727]But Lord oh Lord I need some savin'
[00:59.637]Lord oh Lord my mental breakin'
[01:01.490]Are you the one I should put my faith in?
[01:07.331]Needing things my soul is starvin', pray for my body my soul departed
[01:10.779]Can't see my face my scars alarming, like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?
[01:14.442]Like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?
[01:16.251]Like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?
[01:18.168][Verse 2: blackwinterwells] My life life life keeps getting worse worse worse worse in surprising ways
[01:21.846]People switch up that I’ve known for days, smell it in the air when the lightnings changes though
[01:26.292]I don't know where it comes from, getting really tired I don’t know if I can keep up
[01:30.007]It’s not the easiest life
[01:32.099]Will you make things right?
[01:33.105]Pills off the dark web help me sleep, real ones around me help me see
[01:36.692]Last year’s hard work helps me walk, cubensis helped me learn to talk again
[01:41.063]Start to open up again, I know I’ll get hurt again
[01:44.851]But I know that it’s worth it, can't live forever behind the curtain
[01:47.903]And you showed me that, and you love me back, and you **** me right
[01:54.247]You don't make me sad
[01:56.071]Way the others do, hurts that they left but it’s for the best too
[01:59.809]They weren’t good to me, they were rough with my heart
[02:02.742][Hook: nidia] Like shit, how you do me like that?
[02:04.624]Walk through life got a knife in my back
[02:07.125]And I'm dressed all black, fightin' for my life 'til my lifeline flat
[02:10.381]Needing things my soul is starvin', pray for my body my soul departed
[02:13.886]Can't see my face my scars alarming, like why all my demons gotta be the smartest?
[02:17.630]Feel my pain from my arms to my legs in my vessel
[02:19.429]When I was a kid, they said Aidin you'll be special
[02:22.058]And I don't like to wrestle, scrape from my rings when I grip onto metal
[02:25.712]Aimin' straight at my mental, pullin' that trigger shit ain't accidental
[02:29.526]And my life is a symbol, someone in life won't want meet that potential