Not Good Enough (2025) - CATTS.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : Catts S Nekotsu
[00:00.000] 作曲 : Catts S Nekotsu
[00:00.000]作词 : CATTS
[00:01.000]作曲 : CATTS
[00:02.000]编曲 : CATTS
[00:39.000]Overslept again, stayed up late and then missed the day
[00:41.180]Not finishing work today, useless in every way
[00:45.000]"Leave it for tomorrow me" I decided to say again
[00:47.240]Even though I know how I'm making everything worse
[00:51.040]"I want some more friends" I keep repeating to myself
[00:53.250]But I don't know how to talk.Tried but got sick on the path
[00:56.250]Even tried to plan my speech, but I never do anything
[00:59.220]Unable to do normal things I failed as human being
[01:03.150]As I see all the world go on in front of me
[01:05.220]I feel how I am stuck heremy fantasies
[01:09.110]So frustrated with my own cowardice
[01:12.000]I just want to give up
[01:13.050]Leave this life and try on another one
[01:15.100]I'm sure you've noticed,[01:16.090]that I'm not good enough for this
[01:18.020]I am scum, and you know,[01:19.100]no need to hide that from me now
[01:21.160]I just want some peace;[01:22.120]please don't have such big hopes for me
[01:24.000]Alone with my own world is how I am supposed to be
[01:27.140]My friendships don't last;[01:28.160]I see my life falling apart
[01:30.100]But I know I'm to blame,[01:31.050]too anxious to do anything
[01:33.020]Talking about this, you got tired of my bickering?
[01:36.000]Just let me be like this.[01:37.030]I want to rot in my own way
[01:45.070]Missed another day, didn't want to touch my pencil
[01:48.000]But it's what I used to love, where did my art passion go?[01:50.230]Only playing videogames, eyes too tired from the bright screen
[01:54.030]I can only lament myself as the hours flow
[01:57.170]I have beendisappointed again
[01:58.170](RESET RESET)
[02:00.110]I disappointed you again
[02:01.240](Please forgive me)[02:03.120]Actually is best to forget me
[02:04.150](RESET RESET)[02:06.130]All these thoughts revolve
[02:07.110]contradicting themselves with nowhere to go
[02:08.110]（间奏）
[02:45.030]Feeling so scared of the world outside this room
[02:51.160]Even when I know it's something I have to do
[02:56.230]Only for the other's sake, I'm alive and still going
[03:03.000]But I have forgot what was my own happiness
[03:10.040]I'm sure you've noticed, that I'm not good enough for this
[03:11.290]Feeling down, always wrong,[03:13.080]I'm not sure about anything
[03:15.140]Shutting myself downoverwhelmed by the attention
[03:17.230]All this guilt that I feel is slowly murdering me
[03:21.190]"Just wanting to please, but then what about your feelings?"[03:23.220]They're not worth, so I thought,
[03:25.210]but try, convince me otherwise
[03:27.050]If I don't make sense, laugh it away and look at me
[03:29.260]With that silent smile I feel that maybe
[03:31.270]I'm not trash after all...[03:38.170]I'm alive
[03:45.140]（It'e been so long since I have last seen you）
[03:48.150]（I wish I never left）
[03:51.100]（Maybe things could have been different）
[03:54.100]（If only I had arrived a bit earlier...）