[00:00.000] 作词 : Y C K[00:01.000] 作曲 : Y C K[00:08.085]Digging up the letters we exchanged[00:09.809]But had split imma let her be estranged[00:11.612]Unswayed by the public opinion your own views[00:13.595]Engrained need new over-the-counters to abuse[00:15.747]And I’m fortunate aren’t I[00:16.933]Forewarned bout the trek and the far side[00:18.999]Star signs ain’t been telling me anything that I’ve wanted insight into[00:21.617]Put a finger down for every time that I lied to you[00:23.658]In a rut yeah begging wait and see eventual action[00:25.808]Used to wanna risk it standing for torrential crashing[00:27.756]Prayed for my own demise that don’t fly[00:29.658]When conversing with a therapist and they say don’t lie[00:31.549]Danger to myself lucky numbers 5150[00:33.526]Isn’t that relatable is anyone with me[00:35.536]Every other person mentally ill or half gone[00:37.735]They’re consumed they be pressing these pills but that’s wrong[00:39.789]Emptied out bars and newspaper clippings[00:43.831]You’d gotten so far but your anger is slipping[00:47.752]The wind’s been taken from your sails[00:51.388]But they say a little pick-me-up never fails[00:55.696]It was many moons ago when[00:59.715]You told me your goodbyes intent on meeting my untimely end[01:03.770]Heavy hearts, a total mess[01:07.505]In case I fail to see it through then surely you will try again[01:11.914]You had wept on the ride there[01:13.220]Last time you had cried to what I shared, I’m blamed[01:15.918]How should I confront feelings interlaced[01:17.769]Falling out of love dealing with constraints[01:19.772]Bait with the fake qualms[01:21.429]You ain’t cared but I try to remain calm, late calls[01:23.611]When you regain your senses and some of the memories rush in[01:25.676]I can escape a broken demeanor then with no disruptions[01:27.748]Drawn to the pulchritude but what gets me[01:29.842]Is warmer disposition cause crudity don’t impress me[01:31.903]Fortunate you’re reformed or you swore[01:33.870]That you were but I won’t hold you to it I am too torn[01:35.678]Permanent lethargy need to recharge[01:37.718]Reversal of energy keeps us apart[01:39.608]I’m not worth the compromising how am I the stubborn one[01:41.908]I’m bout to greet the winter moon and farewell to the summer sun[01:43.754]Emptied out bars and newspaper clippings[01:47.853]You’d gotten so far but your anger is slipping[01:51.611]The wind’s been taken from your sails[01:55.384]But they say a little pick-me-up never fails[01:59.705]It was many moons ago when[02:03.719]You told me your goodbyes intent on meeting my untimely end[02:07.854]Heavy hearts, a total mess[02:11.472]In case I fail to see it through then surely you will try again