[00:00.000] 作词 : KOTA The Friend[00:01.652][00:22.710]21, I'm smoking drinking and chopping songs[00:25.217]22, I'm grindin I ain't got shit to lose[00:27.979]23, my jordan year and I'm broke as shit[00:30.488]Shooting videos for some local artists and hope it hit[00:34.247]24, my shawty pregnant. like what the f***[00:36.258]I ain't got no money, apartment[00:37.767]Its like I'm fu**in stuck[00:39.262]25, I put this shit into drive[00:41.271]Ignoring my mental health[00:42.772]I'm focused on dollar signs[00:44.030]Cus lil Kota is growing[00:45.527]I'm focused on bottom line[00:47.036]Diapers are expensive. I'm walking without a dime[00:49.546]Show up at the show mad early because I'm deadass[00:52.552]4 in the mornin was the time I went to bed at[00:55.066]26, the people saying I'm making hits[00:58.322]27, I'm hustling and I'm gettin rich[01:01.084]28, I'm mentally breaking down[01:03.592]I'm toxic and I always got toxic women around[01:06.600]But shit I want better[01:07.850]I'm reading all these books and they inspired me to get up[01:10.612]I'm workin on myself, feel like I I'm gettin it together[01:13.120]I told this women, I do not want a love with no effort[01:16.130]But she a bitter hoe and I learned that shit was a set up[01:19.139]Picking up the pieces.[01:20.148]I got this place lookin better[01:21.645]I don't need the reasons.[01:22.656]I chalk it up to the seasons[01:24.847]As long as I'm not repeating these toxic cycles.[01:25.844]I'm finna get everything I been needing[01:28.351]I say it to let it go[01:29.865]Vilifying me in your story, have you forgotten that I got one of my own[01:34.122]And if your people knew it then they would look at you low[01:36.627]But you ain't gotta worry cus ima tell that shit slow[01:40.400]29, intuitive and I'm hella wise[01:42.643]Beach house, town house, lake house. hoe[01:45.658]Every crib got the same d**n couch though[01:48.165]I just switch up the color to meet the vibe[01:50.677]Give my energy to my woman cus shawty fly[01:53.183]Give my energy to my youngin, cus time flies[01:55.943]Give myself love, cus fu** its about time[01:58.698]Show so much love the haters are outshined[02:01.458]Internet chatter, they talking about lies[02:04.217]Wonder how I'm living, my nigga. I'm outside[02:06.975]Saw with those lil hoes on the clout train[02:09.734]But it didn't take you nowhere did it. how you feeling?